Dark Night of the Soul
By St. John of the Cross
Translated by A.Z. Foreman

Songs of the soul rejoicing at having achieved the high state of perfection, the Union with God, by way of spiritual negation.

Once in the dark of night,
Inflamed with love and wanting, I arose
(O coming of delight!)
And went, as no one knows,
When all my house lay long in deep repose

All in the dark went right,
Down secret steps, disguised in other clothes,
(O coming of delight!)
In dark when no one knows,
When all my house lay long in deep repose.

And in the luck of night
In secret places where no other spied
I went without my sight
Without a light to guide
Except the heart that lit me from inside.

It guided me and shone
Surer than noonday sunlight over me,
And lead me to the one
Whom only I could see
Deep in a place where only we could be.

O guiding dark of night!
O dark of night more darling than the dawn!
O night that can unite
A lover and loved one,
Lover and loved one moved in unison.

And on my flowering breast
Which I had kept for him and him alone
He slept as I caressed
And loved him for my own,
Breathing an air from redolent cedars blown.

And from the castle wall
The wind came down to winnow through his hair
Bidding his fingers fall,
Searing my throat with air
And all my senses were suspended there.

I stayed there to forget.
There on my lover, face to face, I lay.
All ended, and I let
My cares all fall away
Forgotten in the lilies on that day.





A Gift from the Bees on the Honey Moon Friday the 13th, 2014


A gift this day!!

The honey moon!

I have received another message in the continuing story that was released in my Tyrant Lecture:

Today I got an email from my Friend.

I was not aware of this you guys,

the rapper who castrated himself in North Hollywood was a member of the rap group::::::::


The Bees,




I hope that all shall forgive all past castrations and acknowledge, thus transcend, all suffering on both parts of the masculine AND feminine forces.




The Pope-acolypse



Well, the case of the Red Dragon had another link up, in my white witch detective work,


Today I saw that someone posted a link on Facebook regarding a note that has come forward out of one of the conclave sessions in the Vatican in 1903.

According to the headline, the article presents evidence that one of the Cardinals in this conclave was possibly a freemason and a member of the OTO.  This would have been just before Aleister Crowley joined the OTO, and the time was under rule of Theodor Reuss.


BUT here is where it gets interesting.

So the pope at the TIME of this Cardinal was Pope Pious the X who this Cardinal, Cardinal Mariano Rampolla del Tindaro, was actively opposing.

So, I look up Pope Pius the X .

And here is what I find, Pope Pius the X was canonized as a saint, and had two particular ecstatic visions that were witnessed and recorded:

In 1909, during an audience for the general chapter of the Franciscan Order, Pope Pius X suddenly fell into a trance. The audience waited in reverent silence. When he awoke, the Pope cried out:

“What I see is terrifying! Will it be myself? Will it be my successor? What is certain is that the Pope will quit Rome, and in leaving the Vatican he will have to walk over the dead bodies of his priests.

“Do not tell anyone this while I am alive.”

Just prior to his death (August 20, 1914), Pope Pius X had another vision:

“I have seen one of my successors, of the same name, who was fleeing over the bodies of his brethren. He will take refuge in some hiding place; but after a brief respite he will die a cruel death.

“Respect for God has disappeared from human hearts. They wish to efface even God’s memory. This perversity is nothing less than the beginning of the last days of the world.”



Ok, so first of all, you will notice that the vision occurred in front of a FRANCISCAN ORDER, which of course is St. Francis showing up again in the mix.

The SECOND important thing to recognize, is this prophecy, of the pope who will end the church, will share his same name.

The given name of pope pious X is Giuseppe, which is Italian for Joseph.

JOSEPH is in fact the same name of Pope Benedict.  Joseph Ratzinger.

And of COURSE, Joseph Ratzinger quit rome.

For those of you who were paying attention, freakishly, when Pope Benedict quit Rome LIGHTNING struck St. Peter’s cathedral.

This lightning struck WITHIN HOURS of the pope announcing he was quitting.

It seems with this link the apocalypse and the Red Dragon could possibly be focused on the Roman Catholic Church itself, if their own prophecy, from within their own order, is true.


This same prophecy comes from the prophect Malachy





The Red Dragon


Ok, so
for those of you who heard my lecture, Alchemy & the Disruption of Tyranny,
You know what an amazing synchronistic ride I have been on in Cybele’s chariot.

Here is the continuing Saga:
I mention something in the lecture concerning the symbolism of the POPE,
one of his crests,
as the RED DRAGON.



So Today I get an email from my Teacher, Kelvin Dewolfe, and the title of the email is “the red dragon” Mind you he didn’t go to the lecture, and isn’t on facebook, didn’t hear the lecture.

So I open it up and it is this video about Mary of the Apocalypse in the constellation virgo.

Then I see the picture,






It is the Red Dragon that confronts Mary of the apocalypse.




Again, I have no idea what any of this means, at this point I am just taking note of the synchronicities as they occur.  Tracking them, so to speak.

Perhaps they will lead somewhere like bread crumbs, or maybe its just all me being a total weirdo.

All I know is, I said the words RED DRAGON loud and clear in the lecture,

the next day in comes a message with all these images of Mary with the RED DRAGON.

So that’s pretty nuts.














Then the dragon stood before the woman about to give birth, to devour her child when she gave birth. 5 She gave birth to a son, a male child, destined to rule all the nations with an iron rod. Her child was caught up to God and his throne. 6 The lady herself fled into the desert where she had a place prepared by God, that there she might be taken care of for twelve hundred and sixty days.

7 Then war broke out in heaven; Michael* and his angels battled against the dragon. The dragon and its angels fought back, 8but they did not prevail and there was no longer any place for them in heaven. 9The huge dragon, the ancient serpent,* who is called the Devil and Satan, who deceived the whole world, was thrown down to earth, and its angels were thrown down with it.e 10Then I heard a loud voice in heaven say:

“Now have salvation and power come, and the kingdom of our God and the authority of his Anointed. For the accuser of our brothers is cast out, who accuses them before our God day and night.

11 They conquered him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony; love for life did not deter them from death.

12 Therefore, rejoice, you heavens, and you who dwell in them. But woe to you, earth and sea, for the Devil has come down to you in great fury, for he knows he has but a short time.

13 When the dragon saw that it had been thrown down to the earth, it pursued the woman who had given birth to the male child. 14 But the woman was given the two wings of the great eagle, so that she could fly to her place in the desert, where, far from the serpent, she was taken care of for a year, two years, and a half-year. 15 The serpent, however, spewed a torrent of water out of his mouth after the woman to sweep her away with the current. 16 But the earth helped the woman and opened its mouth and swallowed the flood that the dragon spewed out of its mouth. 17 Then the dragon became angry with the woman and went off to wage war against the rest of her offspring, those who keep God’s commandments and bear witness to Jesus. 13:1 It took its position on the sand of the sea.”







And then comes the suffering again

Spoiling everything
Love forgets its name
The life fades
But realize this
There are places that grow
Where suffering does not
These places can grow
Where suffering IS
We must be gardeners
I grow still
And in my stillness grow
-White Witch