Management of ILL WILL Dehumanization Sin and Reciprocity when there is no Justice

Human beings

WANT, NEED and DESIRE

to be treated fairly

this is the golden rule of reciprocity and justice

this is not only human but found all over Nature and in many organism populations in the universe.

 

 

Called “Reciprocal Altruism

even vampire bats are shown to exhibit it:

Vampire bats[edit]

Vampire bats also display reciprocal altruism, as described by Wilkinson.[18][19] The bats feed each other by regurgitating blood. Since bats only feed on blood and will die after just 70 hours of not eating, this food sharing is a great benefit to the receiver and a great cost to the giver.[20] To qualify for reciprocal altruism, the benefit to the receiver would have to be larger than the cost to the donor. This seems to hold as these bats usually die if they do not find a blood meal two nights in a row. Also, the requirement that individuals who have behaved altruistically in the past are helped by others in the future is confirmed by the data.[18] However, the consistency of the reciprocal behaviour, namely that a previously non-altruistic bat is refused help when it requires it, has not been demonstrated. Therefore, the bats do not seem to qualify yet as an unequivocal example of reciprocal altruism.   (from wikipedia)

These EMOTIONAL REACTIONS of STRONG DISLIKE

and STRONG LIKE

<note, the problem is, this is also PASSION which is a wonderful human quality, and without such emotional natures and reactions, we find we are PASSIONLESS bummer>

inform most of your decisions and are emotional gut, instinctual reactions.

these inform your choices, like I will be friends with them because I LIKE them, or

I can not be your friend any more because now I do not LIKE you because you were not reciprocal towards me, you are taking too much and I feel like I gave you a lot and did not get back what I gave.

this is reciprocity

and these are PREFERENCES and PREFERENTIAL treatment based on emotional response

There is a fable that when the badger had been stung all over by bees, a bear consoled him by a rhapsodic account of how he himself had just breakfasted on their honey. The badger replied peevishly, “The stings are in my flesh, and the sweetness is on your muzzle.” The bear, it is said, was surprised at the badger’s want of altruism. [“George Eliot,” “Theophrastus Such,” 1879]

When we do not get treated in this fashion it creates

ILL WILL

Also known as “SIN” or “THE EVIL EYE” or also “HUBRIS”

 

grudge (n.)

“ill will excited by some special cause,” late 15c., from grudge (v.).

mid-15c., “to murmur, complain,” variant of grutch. Meaning “to begrudge, envy, wish to deprive of” is c. 1500. Related: Grudged; grudges; grudging; grudgingly.
c. 1200, grucchen, “to murmur, complain, find fault with, be angry,” from Old French grouchier, grocier “to murmur, to grumble,” of unknown origin, perhaps from Germanic, probably ultimately imitative. Meaning “to begrudge” is c. 1400. Compare gruccild (early 13c.) “woman who complains,” from grutch + suffix of unknown origin. Related: Grutched; grutching. As a noun from c. 1400.
also the origin of Groutch
“ill-tempered person,” 1896, earlier “state of irritable glumness” (1890, in expressions such as to have a grouch on), U.S. college student slang, of uncertain origin, possibly from grutching “complaint, grumbling” (see grutch).

The Grouch, on the other Hand, gave a correct Imitation of a Bear with a Sore Toe. His Conversation was largely made up of Grunts. He carried a Facial Expression that frightened little Children in Street Cars and took all the Starch out of sentimental Young Ladies. He seemed perpetually to carry the Hoof-Marks of a horrible Nightmare. [George Ade, “People You Know,” 1902]

The verb is 1916, from the noun. Related: Grouched; grouching. Grouch bag “purse for carrying money secretly” (1908), probably so called for keeping the cash hidden from compatriots; it is the source of the nickname of U.S. comedian Julius “Groucho” Marx (1890-1977), who supposedly carried his money to poker games in one.

This can create many problems for everyone

 

including illness and sickness, (BECAUSE WOE IS ME )

especially of the Grudge bearer, or the one who feels the contempt (righteous or not) the strongest

this can be because they are HIDDEN in this GRUDGE PURSE

https://www.washingtonpost.com/entertainment/books/dan-chaons-ill-will-is-the-scariest-novel-of-the-year/2017/03/06/1ba3cc8c-fe8d-11e6-8f41-ea6ed597e4ca_story.html?noredirect=on&utm_term=.88788c6f992c

 

“Most people seemed to believe that they were experts of their own life story,” he writes. “They had a set of memories that they strung like beads, and this necklace told a sensible tale.” But, he suggests that “most of these stories would fall apart under strict examination — that, in fact, we were only peeping through a keyhole of our lives, and the majority of the truth, the reality of what happened to us, was hidden.”

 

Synonym Discussion of ill will

malice, malevolence, ill will, spite, malignity, spleen, grudge mean the desire to see another experience pain, injury, or distress. malice implies a deep-seated often unexplainable desire to see another suffer.

    • felt no malice toward their former enemies

malevolence suggests a bitter persistent hatred that is likely to be expressed in malicious conduct.

    • a look of dark malevolence

ill will implies a feeling of antipathy of limited duration.

    • ill willprovoked by a careless remark

spite implies petty feelings of envy and resentment that are often expressed in small harassments.

    • petty insults inspired by spite

malignity implies deep passion and relentlessness.

    • a life consumed by motiveless malignity

spleensuggests the wrathful release of latent spite or persistent malice.

    • venting his spleenagainst politicians

grudge implies a harbored feeling of resentment or ill will that seeks satisfaction.

    • never one to harbor a grudge

Since often this ILL WILL

is JUSTIFIED by a terrible thing or trauma,

it creates a BURDEN OF CONTEMPT

to be carried by the victim, or holder of the cheat, we carry the burden of the beast

This must be minded and healed  AND SHARED in order that it not consume everyone and everything into dehumanizing, demonizing cycles of samsara,

but it proves very difficult to reconcile, and certainly we are a far way off from it yet.

If you find your CONTEMPT is too large to reconcile, consider growing it SO LARGE it covers over everything, this too can be a strategy for managing it called CONTEMPTUS MUNDI where the hatred is taken on as a spiritual practice that accepts that the world and worldly things contain darkness hate and horror.

Gaining and researching strategies for healing your contempt must be investigated if you find you are consumed by it, in order that the poison not toxify you body mind and soul.

 

To tame the wolf of hate, it’s important to get a handle on “ill will” – irritated, resentful, and angry feelings and intentions toward others. While it may seem justified in the moment, ill will harms you probably more than it harms others. In another metaphor, having ill will toward others is like throwing hot coals with bare hands: both people get burned.

Avoiding ill will does not mean passivity, allowing yourself or others to be exploited, staying silent in the face of injustice, etc.

There is plenty of room for speaking truth to power and effective action without succumbing to ill will. Think of Gandhi, Martin Luther King, or the Dalai Lama as examples. In fact, with a clear mind and a peaceful heart, your actions are likely to be more effective.

Ill will creates negative, vicious cycles. But that means that good will can create positive cycles. Plus good will cultivates wholesome qualities in you.”

 

Buddhism present strategies and acknowledgements of these as well as the obstacles such emotional preferences cause in our lives,

 

http://www.kamalashila.co.uk/styled-45/page22/page22.html

2. ill will

Ill will (vyapada) is similar to sense desire in that the object of the hindrance is its dominant feature; this is not the case with the other three hindrances.  In both sense desire and ill will we are strongly attached to an object which we are reluctant to let go.  With sense desire we are trapped through our craving; in the case of ill will we are trapped through our aversion to it – yet the fascination of the object, the power of its spell over us, is no less strong.

 

The I Ching Recommends meeting people HALF WAY or in the middle, which is a way of the golden rule, or middle path and even if you CANT give them total emancipation from their evil, you could give them part and in that way not sacrifice your own values nor take everything for yourself

Ultimately each individual will have to find what works best for themselves and what they want to feed their hate wolf, and what they want to starve it from,

but this is a deeply internal and natural phenomenon that each human being must and should wrestle with in order to come into harmony and equilibrium with their resting state, especially when experiencing severe disturbance of any kind.

 

 

Shamanic and indigenous practices to deal with these kinds of disturbances are many and varied, for a system you can implement that includes these strategies please see here and investigate THE WAY OF HEAVEN 

 

Spleen

when low skies weightier than a coffin-lid
cast on the moaning soul their weary blight,
and from the whole horizon’s murky grid
its grey light drips more dismal than the night;

when earth’s a dungeon damp whose chill appals,
in which — a fluttering bat — my Hope, alone
buffets with timid wing the mouldering walls
and beats her head against the dome of stone;

when close as prison-bars, from overhead,
the clouds let fall the curtain of the rains,
and voiceless hordes of spiders come, to spread
their infamous cobwebs through our darkened brains,

explosively the bells begin to ring,
hurling their frightful clangour toward the sky,
as homeless spirits lost and wandering
might raise their indefatigable cry;

and ancient hearses through my soul advance
muffled and slow; my Hope, now pitiful,
weeps her defeat, and conquering Anguish plants
his great black banner on my cowering skull.

— Charles Baudelaire, Flowers of Evil (New York: Ives Washburn, 1931)

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A Few Words on my Late Great Feral Friend Adam Parfrey

 

Meeting Adam Parfrey changed my life.

I have to admit I was a little nervous, but very excited to speak with him.

Adam came to me through two of my Dear friends, Jula Bell and Jodi Willie.  I was engaged in obsessively training Martial Arts at the time, attending a Dojo on Hillhurst Called Zenki with Sensei Tim Santos, who is a true master and lovely human being.  Jula Bell was my friend and training partner and we would spar together and punch and kick things and then go eat vegetarian food.  Jula is a major force on the punk rock scene for her bands she was in including the all girl band “Bulemia Banquet” and knew of Adam through his Punk Rock days.  I loved Jula right away for her indestructible spirit and kind heart. Jula is punk as hell and loves community, helping others and being healthy and happy.  Jula knew Jodi and suggested we meet each other because we shared a lot of interests including Esoteric and Occult information.  After our first date, Jodi and I decided we loved each other and began hanging out together and having nerd outs on our favorite topic areas.  So many precious nights were spent with Jodi speaking about the Universe and magic and people in the magical community.   Jodi would go on to direct the movie of the famous Los Angeles commune known as the Source Family, among her other amazing works in the community and with Adam through their joint publishing offshoot called Process Media.

 

It was through the agency of these ladies that Adam and I began chatting.

We talked about Jack Parsons, Scientology, Atlantis, alien cults, Madame Blavatsky and Rudyard Kipling as he fluently navigated the metaphysical streams of subject matter with ease.

I knew I loved Adam when we started talking about magic and the occult and he got a naughty twinkle in his eye that matched my own, indicative of a sheer pleasure of discussing openly things that are mysterious. Adam just loved finding out about whacky things. It was like his destiny to get into strange subjects and you could tell it was a part of him.  We were fast friends.  Every convivial conversation I ever had with Adam Parfrey was conscious, engaging, funny, philosophical and sincere. He was so well educated on many, many topic areas that a simple dialogue quickly turned into an intellectually delightful adventure.  We began working on our book together That Jodi facilitated, because we both had similar interests and wanted to engage the material in an educational manner. At the time, the movie “The Secret” was a fad phenomenon and we had been talking about it casually and some of our knowledge of the history of its ideology.  We made the decision to present this to the general public and call it “The Secret Source”.  Our inspiration was to provide an in-depth view of the truth involved in the fad as well as attempt to dispel some the ignorance that attended Hermeticism, its practices and origins. Published in 2007 we tried to draw people’s attention to the work known as the “Kybalion”, The Hermetic literature and alchemical philosophy to expand upon the surface level of the prosperity consciousness movement.

I truly value all the time I spent with Adam as we worked on this and exchanged thoughts and material.

Through our work together on this book I met and befriended many people and was drawn into his eclectic world of free thinkers and artistic human beings.

 

I had the Blessed fortune as the result of this union of being able to attend many mind bendingly cool cultural events at his house, eventually cohabited with Jodi Wille when they married.  Both Adam and Jodi were gracious enough to share their work and generosity with a large community of friends and colleges always opening new dialogues, thoughts, ideas and beliefs.  You could feel completely comfortable bringing up topics at the Feral House.  They were all met with open engagement and friendly banter. I went to lots of these happenings with my good friend Erik Davis, and Erik, Adam Jodi and I would become enraptured in endless quantum strings of brain popping jam sessions just ecstatically comparing notes on this topic or that.

 

Adam also invited me at that time to join him in his productions and events involving the Process Church, where I met the author Timothy Wylie, who I found to be a caring and conscious artist with very progressive ideals.  Timothy worked a lot with animal rescue and metaphysical practices of healing.  I was in one of their reenactment rituals and got be part of the festivities. This was when he released the title “Love Sex Fear Death”, which many found controversial.  I have a fond memory of waiting backstage at the silent movie theater with a bunch of other folks, we were all dressed in red and black robes carrying various occult objects waiting for our cue and Jodi and I had a moment where we just looked at each other and looked around and started laughing. Then Adam called us all out from his podium where he was performing as director of ceremonies.

 

Some of the most fun I had with Adam Parfrey

Was geeking out in the Library of the Philosophical Research Society.

We did this on many occasions.

At the time I was the Librarian there, and was giving community lectures on the subject of Alchemy.

 

Adam worked very closely with the Philosophical Research Society while his publishing company was preparing a biography of its founder Manly P. Hall, Master of the Mysteries, with author Louis Sahagun.  This was about a year after Adam and I completed our book together.  Louis spent a good deal of time in the Library doing research for his work, which I can testify, he diligently and painstakingly scanned through volumes of materials speaking to hundreds of individuals to create his portrayal of Manly Hall.  During my amazing time at the Philosophical Research Society, Louis Sahagun may have been the individual who occupied its halls with the most consistency.

Assisting both of them in their research was like a constant journey into mystery and revelation, with synchronicity trails and magical coincidences coming up at every turn. Being able to experience Manly Hall through the sleuth work of Louis was intimate and at times, we both felt the presence of Manly there with us as our eyes peered deeply into his books. Uncanny events that we both witnessed occurred in terms of words and people falling into place like slats on a Jacob’s ladder.

Louis was kind enough to share with me many of his tales of impossible synchronicities while trailing the events and how they continued to randomly unfold around him as he followed the yellow brick path of Manly’s time on Earth.

I remember one day where Louis was given access to Manly’s private office in the upper annex which was left almost exactly as it had been with his work in progress strewn about on the desk. Open notebooks, pencils, even a crumpled up used tissue was perched atop the corner of his workstation.

We both inhaled deeply upon entering and felt a rush of his being undeniably still present in the affects that had been left so undisturbed over so long a time. We felt like children entering the tomb of a Pharaoh, and then began the archaeological excavation of the clues like Nancy Drew and the Hardy boys.

 

I enjoyed my time there with both of them immensely, helping them uncover their stories.

 

After Master of the Mysteries, Adam had begun working on “Ritual America” and I found him again in the library compiling his research. We delved into the Freemasonry sections and I remember spending many an afternoon, up on the balcony of the incredible Mayan revivalist overhang designed by Architect Rober Stacy Judd.  I would use a huge ring of a key chain that was riddled with teeny tiny keys all scrambled together, for opening the many different locked cabinets in the building. Each visit to one of the sentient books that lived in the library entailed a procedure of ascending or descending a staircase and sorting through the jangly conglomeration of metallic gatekeepers.  While the patron waited patiently for me to solve the Rubik’s cube, whereupon I would swing open the glass encasement and withdraw the volume that had magnetically pulled them through the doors of the building.

 

Adam and I laughed and awed at the myriad of fantastical freemason books and histories contained in Manly P. Hall’s collection.  We stared in wonder at the bizarre traditions and inundation of Paganism that these gentlemen had made their practice for hundreds of years.  We mostly were joking with each other about Goats and Giggling about hats.  Manly had such a vast knowledge and understanding of the Freemasons that he was made an honorary 33rd degree mason based on his research alone.  Old Leather bound copies with gold gilded pages telling tales of Hiram Abiff and Hermes Trismegritus filled our vision as we traced the story through the stories.

 

I also got to experience Adam and Jodi’s presence in the library through their work with the Source family. They came with some of the founding members to spend time in the Library while they were putting together the book of memoirs through Isis Aquarian.  I remember the day I met Isis Aquarian, she floated over the threshold of the gigantic wooden doors of the entry way and we had an immediate synchronicity with the tetragrammaton.  She was wearing a Hebrew alphabet tetragrammaton necklace in the form of a man standing up (this is known to represent Adam Kadmon) and I had just been lecturing on the very same subject the night before and we had a connection over the name of God in about three minutes flat. We then laughed because it was Adam who introduced us and we bonded over Adam Kadmon. Isis Aquarian and I became friends ever after.  Electricity Aquarian was there also and he was so smart and spiritually savvy that my mind was blown.

Only through Adam and Jodi could I ever have met such remarkable humans. There are so many others, hopefully someday I will be able to recount them all.

My last experience of my Feral friend was quite recent and up until the time of his passing.  I had been chatting with him already about his Francois Hardy book because our mutual friend Jon Graham was helping him edit it, so we had been talking about that and I had spoken with Jon about it too.  Adam had then invited me to do another project with him which we had just completed shortly before he was to cross over.  He decided to publish a work of mine titled “A Witch’s Bestiary” due out in the fall and I felt so blessed to have been able to accomplish this with him.  It felt as though providence gifted it to me, to be able to have this last collaboration with him I greatly treasure.

Adam’s sense of wonder through his explorations of all the subject matters he pursued was always inspirational and  he never ceased to slake his thirst for the unknown and grow his mind into new and unheard of ideas. I am very grateful I was able to share in his journey and I was enriched tremendously by his presence.

Big Thanks to Adam Parfrey for his fearless investigations into the mysteries. Love on your passage friend, This witch’s heart is yours forever.

xoxo

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Your life is a Play. The Control Dramas of the Archetypes are Eating you alive

If you begin to raise your awareness up,

(out of your own ass)

either through conscious technique engagement

or through forced crisis,

You begin to become aware

of other people’s behavior

especially towards you.

In fact mostly towards you, no offense.

You will see what people do,

and become very confused by their actions,

you will think “why did they do that?”

and you will become very depressed, angry or sad or generally emotional as your mind searches for a rational explanation.

You will hate the person and judge the person and BLOCK them from your life.

You will label them “Negative” and “Toxic” or even a “Narcissist”

But what you won’t understand is

everyone is inhabited by Characters that are running the show.

You too, boo hoo.

The reason a person acts a certain way towards you has mostly to do

with their character (also Archetype, Orisha, and Daimon) and behavior habits they have formed.  Like a statue or Idol Hewn from Stone

These are called “Control Dramas”

and once you put your mind on them,

you realize truly that all the world’s a stage.

You can see these played out from individual experiences (you put the control drama on yourself, attacking who you are) to families, to nations to global tendencies.

These are the types of Control dramas in a nutshell:

These above originally come from the Celestine Prophecy book.

They are a shortened version of the Archetypes. Also known as Archons

These are all SECURITY seeking devices that try to get energy because they don’t feel safe. There is a lot of info on them, just google “control dramas

There are many reasons this can happen, they are primal and emotional, irrational and instinctive.  They simply exist in us due to our Beastial nature and life on the planet earth. It’s not good or bad. Like when a Lion eats something.  We are no better or worse than each other for any of it.

I go into this in detail in my upcoming book “A Witch’s Bestiary

The difficult part, especially for anyone who has ever fallen victim to something terrible, completely innocently and indeed, RIGHTEOUSLY, trying to Change the person, or inflict punishment on them,  who did what you felt was wrong is not the correct course of action to take. ACCOUNTABILITY and AMENDS EDUCATION and REPARATIONS are what is in order. That is a true kind of justice, that can take care of problems without feeding the action and manipulation gods that created it to being with. LOCKING us in a prison that is a circle of monkey see monkey do.  In a way, when you inflict wounds on those that wound you, you have caught their virus and are letting it kill you too.  Restorative, not aggressive or violent vengeful justice especially not inflicted through the Police.

Please understand, this does not mean do nothing, and let everyone go, that is not what this is advocating.  and if someone tries to physically hurt you, please stop them. Do what you have to do.  Just don’t do it out of a sense that they deserve it, or even that they are “responsible” since they are only some weird clay pot that a god has taken over in that moment, you need to be like “damn dude, you are totally bacchus right now”. instead of hating on the person PERFORMING the character, the actor the ACTION.  You can’t hold an individual responsible for “VIOLENCE” any more than you can hold them responsible for peeing.  They are responsible for their BEHAVIOR and this is different.

They can pee into a toilet instead of on your leg. And that happens through learning potty training.  We all pretty much need to learn to potty train our emotions in order for the next stage of human evolution to occur and give us a broader degree of freedom and liberty for all humans.

We need ways to make people accountable and responsible for their character plays in much bigger ways now because punishment and puny laws are not doing the trick.

this must occur on a wide scale conscious level. Deep inside each individual.

When you begin to do spiritual practices like Nei Gong , my awareness was raised thought the agency of Kelvin Dewolfe, you start to see very clearly through them, as your conscious mind raises up in awareness.  Or sometimes you just grew up new someone who was nearly completely taken over by their behavior so you saw it very strikingly.

 

These can be seen throughout the behavior of nations against each other as well, and echo into all walks of life.

In my Tarot deck that I made,

White Witch Tarot

I made up a new kind of spread that uses a control drama in order to gain insight on the situation. With the cards representing the Protagonist, the Antagonist and the Resolution, it starts to place our awareness into these categorical archetypal displays of a Character, much like in a dramatic play.

If we can see how shakespearean the world really is,

https://ritualdiary.com/2015/06/

we can use this to help raise our awareness of it and prevent ourselves from getting sucked into playtime, playground Drama traps.

Elevate yourself into an understanding of these responses and don’t get angry when other people display them.  Be committed to sitting through it. WE are here forever with each other, might as well face these shenanigans now and quite just running away from everyone who has a character you don’t like gets in your face.  Help them and yourself through it by recognizing it and looking at what is laying underneath it.

Projection of influence

Imagine if every individual became completely responsible for their own energy, and could see when anyone exhibited this behavior, that they just had to reconnect to their energy source.  Like a baby whose umbilical cord has become twisted, many loose touch with their own innate ability to create energy, like the sun, and become vampires on each other due to a fear that they will die if they don’t get it from someone.

When you engage in an action of Manipulation, (and we all do, such is Human Nature, if that isn’t clear yet, it ain’t about you)

such as any of the above,

you may feel like you are in charge and even powerful.

In fact you just invited an Archon into you that is controlling you.

They have been around a long time. And you will not defeat them.

you must starve them, so they don’t eat you.

All Manipulators are only being MANIPULATED by the appetites (NEEDS) of the Archetypal force that is driving their choices when they are taken over by an Habitual behavior.

We all fall under the control of a slavish master when we engage in any DRAMA.

Look at any current political situation, for example and within it you will find these Characters driving the car.

As horrifying as it is, to think that we are all being possessed when we engage with a deep Emotional PRIMAL response behavior, its best to just rip the whole thing open so that we can see it and accept it already.

You don’t need to be shocked when someone does something, you need to see what is happening.

Who would Humans be, if they did not ever manipulate each other?  Can you even imagine?  If everyone made choices, not from a place of survival, but from a place of security?  Regardless of their outer circumstances?

Help everyone rise up through this, because even if you know about it, that isn’t enough, because you will come under the control drama of someone somewhere, sooner or later, wether directly or indirectly through your country you are living it that is run by one of the Archetypes.  Or many of them at the same time.

When we Practice divination techniques, such as the Tarot, Astrology, Runes or the I Ching we learn all about these characters and how everyone is rolling through the Pantheon as if there were a big gang bang going on deep inside of them of all these others occupying their Heart Space.  Choosing what actions to take.

Ironically the real meaning behind the story of Pinnochio addressed this, as it was written by a Freemason and goes over these truths in poetic detail.

Once we traverse through the Procession of characters, if we see them clearly enough, we can start to become ourselves.

Our real selves.

Our Golden selves.

This is what is called a Sovereign and Liberty, and it is the true destiny of humanity to reach a point where all are free from the bondage of the the archetypes, who are our ancestors and literally reside within our flesh and blood.

They form the Ring in heaven which the self that is our Sun keeps circling endlessly through.

Let’s all see through Humanity and raise it up on a spiral instead of the same old circle of Samsara we keep revolving in.

Time for a new story, that has never been told before.

Do something today that is not something you have ever done before, and maybe a different choice than has ever been made.

 

Do not let the grief of loss

Caused by the

Destruction of your

Self righteous Rage

be what awakens you

to the truth of Love

Punishment is taken through the wound

of endless circles.

 

This deeper understanding of human conflict is immensely important. When we gain insight into human conflict, we understand and resolve more than our day-to-day personal disagreements. We grasp the long-term secret of how to end conflicts of all kinds. Even those between larger groups of people.

The issue of Control Dramas goes all the way back to the root of existential struggles in humanity”

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Blood Moon Poem

I wrote this poem on the blood moon

Enjoy!

 

 

Running after rings

See the pattern in the things

Thought myself so cool and clever

Discerned the path that stretched forever

Leading me to destiny

With confidence and certainty

Tracking as a hunter to a deer

Footsteps that were made so clear

Truth was found in hunger pangs

Propelling forward by my fangs

Till my body forced

By its fatigue

Brought itself

down to its knees

Upon a pause

My labored breath

Caught itself in emptiness

Silent in a golden gleam

A wink appeared behind the scenes

Your form was there between the trees

Folly became realized

And my heart was magnetized

I laughed so hard I couldn’t speak

strength was found when I was weak

I veered direction, went off course

Thorns and brambles pierced me to my source

A name echoed inside my ear

Dripping through the sweat of fear

Dark and lost I fell into the mud

Felt the Earth become my blood

Penetrated an harmonic chord

As a corpse collapsing on a sword

You took me into your embrace

With a smile upon your face

I had descended from the chase

found a diamond in its place

 

-Maja D’Aoust

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January Eclipse: The Tail End of the Poison Mind and the Release of the Past

Almost exactly two years ago I posted regarding the Astrological Transits of the times,

https://ritualdiary.com/2016/01/11/the-destruction-of-the-poison-mind-in-2016/

and how they related to Poison,

and Gu

The Chinese concept of poison.

 

Now, as we begin the year 2018,

it so happens that we have come upon the tail end of this story.

Fast approaching, at the end of the month of January,

January 31st 2018,

There will be a pretty epic Moon situation

that has been causing a some Hullabaloo on the lips of many astrologers.

 

I would like to take a moment to focus on the point it will be occurring in the heavens because it relates back to my post concerning the Poison mind that we have all been digesting since the beginning of 2016.

 

On the 31st of January there will be a Full moon that will also be a Blue Moon that will also be a Blood Moon that will also be a Super moon and additionally, there will be an eclipse.

This moon will fall exactly on the point in heaven that coincides with the tail end of Draco the Dragon.

As I elucidated, the previous poison was connected with the Eye of the serpent, Draco which also was involved in the demise of our dearly beloved David Bowie.

 

Now we find ourselves coming out the tail of the serpent.

The Moon, and the eclipse, shall be occurring at 11 degrees Leo.

11 degrees Leo is conjunct a fixed star known by the name of

Giansar

And this falls at the tail of Draco the Dragon

 

The tail of the Dragon is also known as the South node of destiny, and by the Vedic Astrologers it is called “Ketu

As opposed to the North Node which is known as “Rahu” at the Head of the Dragon, (in its eye) where we began our journey in 2016.

(if you would like to find out about your north & south node in your chart I have a downloadable course available Here)

At the end of January we will complete our Journey through the Dragon, which used to be the Polar star that all of heaven revolved around, and if we were lucky enough to not be amongst those reaped in the process we have developed some immunity to its poison.

For those of us that had an event this past AUGUST with the eclipses, this eclipse on January 31st will have a relationship to that time.  Many of the Leo’s that I know had a very difficult time during the eclipse at the 21st of August, so hopefully this eclipse shall provide some respite and release from the poison ingested then and bestow a superpower or healing ability that can aide others who go through a similar event.

The MOST important thing, however, that stood out to me regarding this particular star at the tail of the dragon was about Punishment and Enemies.

The word “Giansar” is Hebrew and it means “The Punished Enemy

So I would like to put forth a warning for all who feel that they do have enemies that deserve punishment.

While contemplating the meaning of this event, I was lead synchronistically to a series of messages concerning how to deal with the rectification of harm in order to restore Justice and to encourage all to follow protocol rather than punishment.

The events, for me,  came in the form of the word REDRESS.

Much like repentance, redress means to correct a harm, but to do so in a particular fashion, namely through attempts at rectification and rebuilding rather than destruction and annihilation.

It also mentioned that there are better ways to go about making a complaint than others.

Obviously, there are cases of poison that necessitate larger agencies, but some small poisons can be dealt with through the face.

The south node and the Dragon’s tail have to do with past Karma, past lives, hungry ghosts and demons of the past.

This time at the eclipse will ask us:

what can be redressed within the self

what must be redressed with the other

cultural and global redresses

and what must be redressed with higher powers.

Be sure to use discernment with all of these

and for all of the above

decide wether or not it is necessary to make an enemy

and how to still deal with issues without opposition

In order to come to a solution

The south node is

of the sins of our fathers.

If we are to move past what has been,

into a new time,

what will that involve?

How do you release the past without just ignoring the problems it is causing ? Action at rectification will be needed.  Not just some cute little “letting go” we actually have to do a lot of things to fix things.

 

Ketu on the Dragon’s tail is letting in the collective past Karma for all of us to digest, redress and release

so immunity to the poison of Gu will need to be remembered.

If there are lessons that you learned since 2016

do not forget them

but incorporate them in order for growth to occur during this eclipse.

 

Make a different choice.

Often redemption is not just about observing and understanding

but about decision and action.

so if there was a scene that occurred in your past,

or in our collective past as a country and as humans,

that you find repeated on the 31st of January,

make a different choice.

Ketu is sometimes called a “personal eclipse point”

so when there is an eclipse on Ketu,

it deals with struggles with Destiny.

We can all be confronted with a Destiny marker at the point

on this day

I think it will be both our individual destiny and

HOPEFULLY

learning what the Destiny of being a Human means.

Try to stay open

action must be taken on larger levels

in order to move beyond

what has been past

into a new time.

Think a new thought every day between now and then.
I also wanted to add, we will be having Jupiter and Mars conjunct in Scorpio opening all to their inner vengeance seekers.
This really is just a search for justice and acknowledgement.
The Scorpion tail has poison that is used for retribution, but that also can be a powerful medicine, make sure you don’t overdose.
Also, I looked at the chart of Charles Manson upon his passing,
and I saw that when he died, he had his Jupiter return in scorpio, and I looked it up and it fell on this star
“Khambalia, Lambda Virginis. It is a Mercury-Mars star by Ptolemy. The name has its roots in old Coptic and means ‘Crooked Claw’, most probably the same device which we call also the Swastika,”
He had come round full circle.
The influence of the stars can be shown upon our foreheads,
be aware of Destined influences and be conscious when they unfold before you.
As we come to the Tail of the poisoned mind
keep a clear head
Don’t sting with your poisoned tail
in Personal vendetta
but work towards rectification
using your poison sac
as medicine for those in need.
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The Floods & the Dog Star

 

The Flooding at this time of the year is Ancient and is described by the ancient Egyptians

From the Eclipse post I did at the start of the Dog Days

https://ritualdiary.com/2017/08/05/we-are-waist-deep/

In the Dog days of Summer comes the Flooding of the River

Full of Crocodiles

When the Evil rises and the plagues spread

The swarms of Locusts come

Like Manticores to devour

The Hearts of Mankind

This is the influence of Sirius the Dog Star”

 

In the Dog days come the floods:

 

https://www.theguardian.com/world/2017/aug/30/mumbai-paralysed-by-floods-as-india-and-region-hit-by-worst-monsoon-rains-in-years

http://abcnews.go.com/US/epic-catastrophic-flooding-devastates-houston-rainfall-forecast/story?id=49462873

http://www.bbc.com/news/world-us-canada-41094872

http://www.aljazeera.com/news/2016/08/sudan-floods-villages-submerged-death-toll-rises-160814185828482.html

http://www.news24.com/Africa/News/sudan-warns-of-floods-as-nile-water-level-surges-20170821

http://floodlist.com/africa/how-can-sierra-leone-learn-from-mudslide-to-avert-future-deaths

 

In the Sign of Cancer, which is ruled by the moon and the tides,  the Dog Star sits and rises at this time of year causing the Rivers to swell.

Follow the path of the Ancients

come into history, perspective, Natural cycles.

Feel the Earth as she moves and has moved and will move through time long after we are gone,

shall the floods continue in this cycle forever?

Has it always been so?

Shall it be again?

 

 

 

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