Death of the White Witch for the Love of Color. An Eclipse Sacrifice

I will no longer be using the title,

White Witch

When I first came upon this name, My friend yelled it to me as I was running down the street wearing all white clothing with my other friend who was wearing all black.  He said “Look a the White Witch and the Raven!”  We were all drunk leaving a bar in the late evening.

The name stuck.

I really enjoyed it and loved the pagan roots of it, that matched my personal practices and spirituality.  To me it stood for a Witch who did magic for the purposes of healing, and that was my connotation with the name and why I chose it.  I am no saint and certainly have many mistakes under my belt so that name has never been about purity to me.  I also liked it because the initials were the same as Wonder Woman, a personal hero of mine.  For me it stood for empowerment.

But it was brought to my attention recently there are certain racial implications in the title in terms of a value system of white being good and black being evil, regardless of my personal intentions with it.  This is a duality system I do not wish to participate in, or encourage if even subconsciously through implication or perception.  Out of respect for this, and for the damage these mistaken values cause  I am changing my title in the hopes to feed change on larger levels.  Value systems of White and Black are all garbage that have had devastating repercussions on the communities of people of color and women.  This is not empowering for everyone, and so is not TRUE.


I am SO WHITE. Literally a poster child for whiteness. I am practically see through, you can see my veins. There is no doubt that I am a white woman. Ms. Whitey Whiterson.   I am not lost to the Hubris of pride it takes me to have any conversation on the topic of race at all, and I certainly am no one to speak on its hugely devastating toll in any intelligent or authoritative manner, or think I have any right to even offer any gesture of intention, thoughts or prayers.    As a white woman, I have a responsibility to people who are oppressed due to ignorance to assist and change the ignorant attitudes that are feeding this oppression starting with myself.  Intention thoughts and prayers are my work and the dimension I operate in on a daily basis.  I have worked hard to do magic in my professional life as a witch to educate against ignorant attitudes (even though I carry many myself) .  Many of my clients and community are people who have faced oppression.  This work of mine is mainly because my personal spirituality and thinking is constantly attacked (I am honestly stating my motivation, not justifying it as worthy) .  My personal connection to the battles of oppressive thought forms are selfish at heart.   But as a result of my selfish heart, I have learned what larger oppression means through listening and seeking. My desire to learn why people oppress educated me on how small my oppression is compared to generationally oppressed people and turn this passion outward.  If I can use my selfish passions to help others, maybe it is useful.  Its time to shed a lot of dead weight belief systems that are keeping everyone from advancing for the betterment of all, and give support through action to people suffering directly from someone else’s misunderstanding of their inherent worth and liberty by respecting rights through consideration.


I know I have many things that exist with the name White Witch that can’t be altered now, including my recent Tarot Project,

I hope it is not too late to change from here on out.


I am leaving the White Witch  behind on this August Eclipse across America, from sea to shining sea in a symbolic ritual action

and giving it over in sacrifice

Not in a self righteous manner,

but because my self is what I possess

for what that may offer.

My wish and intention with the slaying of the White Witch and her discard is that the Racism/Hate issues in America (and around the Earth) facing ALL people of color may get the Justice, Support and Enforcement from the Laws of Governments and the civilian inhabitants that are so desperately needed and long overdue.

May  power accrued by WHITE WITCH now be dispersed to those in need of it directly on personal and national levels by those with resources and power to do so.

There are a lot of changes that need happen all the way up and all the way down.

In the new times we are all facing, the more we can focus on evolving dualistic separative thoughts and systems while retaining individuals and cultures, the faster we will all evolve into higher potential together. Acknowledgement, Reparations and Justice must be given to those who are oppressed from Liberty.  Preservation of an understanding that all humans have liberty regardless of your thoughts and feelings must be taught to everyone to end Domination of groups and races by so called righteous reasons.

Education on Delusional power trips is vital because it is real and is eating many of our dearly beloved on a daily basis.  We should admit that Human beings have a tendency to trip out on each other and go Lord of the Flies as a result.  This is an aspect of the human mind that lives in all of us like a parasite.  It is no small argument that predominantly WHITE PEOPLE have this paranoid greedy selfish capacity and the power and resources to exert it through force upon everyone else it seems if we are to measure and weigh.  But the capacity is an actual “thing” (entity) that has been examined deeply in the esoteric mystery teachings

Hatred towards each other has been around for a minute and wars and disagreements, genocides and murder are nothing new under the sun extending throughout the globe and history.  Human Contempt is for reals.  We don’t need to keep doing this to each other though, through raising awareness of this existing thought pattern we face as a result of our biological ancestry:

Those who do not seek release from the bondage of the instinctive drives by the road of inner development remain the slaves of their own passionate desirousness or suffer the sterility resulting from its ruthless repression. In any time of crisis these persons have no power to curb their own barbaric reactions. 
M.E. Harding —Psychic Energy

we can super-cede it through conscious choice, effort training and correction.  But we CANT do this if we are ignorant towards it.  And the the people who are falling victim to its strangle hold, are absolutely not aware of it.  They are not aware of it and then they just ruin everything for everyone else because they don’t understand why its not ok to devalue another human .  We must condemn and give justice to all of the outrageous criminals to human rights, understandably.  We also have to realize what is happening on more universal levels so that we can end it and change individuals and groups making these choices that harm people.

We need to understand it so we can see when we are doing it, and when others are doing it and end it through change.


For me, the choices I am making for change in long term structural senses, are to increase education regarding consciousness, philosophy, humanitarian and spirituality studies that we may raise the conscious awareness of human beings up to stop the hate attacks from occurring at all through greater understanding.   There are ancient practices and teachings that can connect human beings to each other through a matrix of  strange ties that bind us all.  I experienced these teachings directly through Kelvin Dewolfe and I support his systems and voice as a relevant mechanism for shifting individual awareness of ourselves and each other into a more natural and Human state of being. I am dedicated to promoting these concepts as remedy to poison and for wellness.  People have a right to connect to the ancient mysteries because within the perennial philosophies exists a connection to larger truth and the ability to become a sovereign mind capable of discernment and moral action, instead of the current expression of impulse driven defensive destruction.

When Humans can be so deceived by hate that they may still place belief in Racist and dehumanizing  attitudes, there is a need to change this entire way of thinking on a deep, deep level and understand it at its root.

I learned lessons on some of these roots through research for a lecture I was giving on Fenrir, the wolf of the Norse apocalypse story.

Of course this coming through the Viking stories being extraordinarily ironic due to the Norse sagas relationship to the entirety of the neo-pride movements and the use of the ancient runes and symbols from this mythology and culture.  Perhaps within it the stolen sacred we can find the cure for these attitudes which unduly have usurped its corpse.

The talk was given as part of Feral House publishings Lupercalia festival, and my focus was on how the story of Ragnarok is actually advise for how to put an end to wanton violence through personal sacrifice or an aspect of identity or personal pride for the greater good instead of using pride for great destruction.

I discovered the word wolf used to describe Fenrir:


In Old Norse, vargr is derived from the reconstructed Proto-Germanic *wargaz, ultimately derived from the reconstructed Proto-Indo-European (PIE) root *werg̑ʰ- “destroy”. In Beowulf, Grendel’s mother is described (line 1514) as a grund-wyrgen,[1] which may be translated as “cursed creature of the depths”, “bottom-dwelling monster” etc.

vargr (compare modern Swedish varg “wolf”) has arisen as a noa-word for úlfr, the normal Old Norse term for “gray wolf” which is related to similar words in other Indo-European languages and is derived derived from the reconstructed Proto-Indo-European noun *wĺ̥kʷos (“wolf”) and, probably also, the PIE adjective *wl̥kʷós “dangerous”. These words comprise Proto-Tocharian *wä́lkʷë, Proto-Italic *lukʷos, Proto-Balto-Slavic *wilkas, Old Albanian ulk, Greek *lýkos, Proto-Iranian *verk Sanskrit vṛka, Avestan vehrka, Mazandarani varg, Zazaki verg, Old Persian varka- and Persian gorg, among others, all meaning “wolf”.


What is that lamp

which lights up men,

but flame engulfs it,

and wargs grasp after it always.


In the story, Fenrir the wantonly violent wolf of destruction and hubristic pride must be stopped or everything will get eaten by it.  In many stories he is related to Lucifer, and the concept of pride as a sin because it disregards the well being of others in order to justify the self.  In the saga, Fenrir is stopped through aquiring some golden rope, which is bound around him a little bit like Wonder woman’s golden lasso. This mirrors the story of the binding of lucifer when he is thrown into the pit of abaddon.

It is a bondage of our violent animal nature that carries with it mortality and chaos.

In the Norse depiction, even though Fenrir is bound and punished for his actions, there is a limit to being able to destroy the destroyer/  Because even the wolf deserves to live they cant kill it entirely and they must give it respect and food.


To offer this food to the dark wolf, the Hero Tyr (also ODIN) gives his own hand to it to feed it




Tyr the warrior is the only one willing to make the self sacrifice for the honor of the gods by feeding their shame (their animal nature)  through this action of the sacrifice of an aspect of self (the hand) the wild beast of our egoic pride is satisfied and used to help the betterment of all.

“This manne can litle skyl … to saue himself harmlesse from the perilous accidentes of this world, keping ye wulf from the doore (as they cal it). [“The Institution of a Gentleman,” 1555]  ”

The fettered beast was then transported to some suitably lonely and desolate place. The chain was tied to a boulder and a sword was placed in the wolf’s jaws to hold them open. As he howled wildly and ceaselessly, a foamy river called “Expectation” (Old Norse Ván) flowed from his drooling mouth. And there, in that sordid state, he remained – until Ragnarok.[1][2][3]


Fenrir (and also Lucifer)  is like a hunger in us that wants acknowledgement recognition and to be righteous.

and this is why people fall for things like Racism.

It is the underlying factor, the root.

The Hubris.

The reason I have chosen “Witch of the Dawn” ( to replace “White Witch” is that it is the dawn (or realization) that is the golden rope that contains the hubris of Fenrir.  In some versions of the story, it is not ODIN, but rather a woman who makes the sacrifice to the wolf.  this woman is the Goddess of the Dawn, also known by some to be Augostina, Aurora, or Ozymandias.

Álfröðull (Old Norseelf-beam”,[1] “elf-disc”[2] or “elf-glory, elf-heaven”[3]) is a term and common kenning in Norse mythology. It is ambiguous, referring both to the sun-chariot of the sun goddess Sól (for example, Alfröðull is said to shine in Skírnismál, verse 4[4]) and to the rider (Sól herself). Álfröðull is pulled by two horses, Árvakr and Alsviðr. The chariot is pursued by the wolf Sköll. According to Norse mythology, prior to Ragnarök, Álfröðull will give birth to a daughter and after she is eaten by the wolf, the daughter will take her place.


“A daughter shall Alfrodull bear, ere Fenrir shall have swallowed her. The maid shall ride, when the powers die, on her mother’s course.”[6]

Snorri Sturluson cites this passage in his account of Ragnarök in the Gylfaginning section of his Prose Edda.[7]


This dawn goddess, parthenogenically reproduces and forms a golden circle around the darkness (the path of the earth around the sun) containing it for all in sacrificial dedication.  She gives her own body as food to it, while constantly replacing herself, much like a mother would give milk to her infant.


I dedicate this ritualistic action to sacrificially bind my own Hubris and pride, which is all in this world I have righteous control over and hopefully through this enable liberation of others.  For who really do I have the right to place into bondage, or perform a binding spell upon other than myself?  Who is righteous to judge the hubris of another when the wolf is growling inside our bellies one and all.  Can we put a binding spell upon another when we ourselves have darkness within us to tend?  I hope to kill my own pride and increase humility to humanity at the dawn of every day.  My focus goes to Justice not to punishment as I see fit, for I am certainly confused.



Responsibility is for everyone when it comes to humanity.  Put a limit on your punishments of others while working towards justice and liberty for all, including yourself.

Action taken in confusion and chaos leads to destruction. There must be placed limitations and boundaries on violence lest it become wanton and possess the bodies of all with no ruler.

The golden rule is the rule that binds chaos and through the golden mean are we freed from its grasp. Pattern seen through discernment of mind and spirit and body show us the golden binding rope to tread upon the back of ever changing chaos through what does not change and is eternal. As a pole star in the sky that all others rotate around give yourself a value and return to it again and again in service of the greater good.



foe (n.) 
Old English gefea, gefa “foe, enemy, adversary in a blood feud” (the prefix denotes “mutuality”), from adjective fah “at feud, hostile,” also “guilty, criminal,” from Proto-Germanic *faihaz (cognates: Old High German fehan “to hate,” Gothic faih “deception”), probably from PIE root *peig- (2) “evil-minded, treacherous, hostile” (cognates: Sanskrit pisunah “malicious,” picacah “demon;” Greek pikros “bitter;” Latin piget “it irks, troubles, displeases,” piger “reluctant, lazy;” Lithuanian piktas “wicked, angry,” pekti “to blame”). Weaker sense of “adversary” is first recorded c. 1600.
fiend (n.) 
Old English feond “enemy, foe, adversary,” originally present participle of feogan “to hate,” from Proto-Germanic *fijand- “hating, hostile” (cognates: Old Frisian fiand “enemy,” Old Saxon fiond, Middle Dutch viant, Dutch vijand “enemy,” Old Norse fjandi, Old High German fiant, Gothic fijands), from suffixed form of PIE root *pe(i)- “to hurt” (cognates: Sanskrit pijati “reviles, scorns,” Greek pema “suffering, misery, woe,” Gothic faian “to blame,” and possibly Latin pati “to suffer, endure”). According to Watkins, not allied to foe and feud (n.).
As spelling suggests, the word originally was the opposite of friend and described any hostile enemy (male and female, with abstract noun form feondscipe “fiendship”), but it began to be used in late Old English for “the Devil, Satan” (literally “adversary”) as the “enemy of mankind,” which shifted its sense to “diabolical person” (early 13c.). The old sense of the word devolved to foe, then to the imported word enemy.


“In ancient Athens, hubris was defined as the use of violence to shame the victim (this sense of hubris could also characterize rape[6]). Aristotle defined hubris as shaming the victim, not because of anything that happened to the committer or might happen to the committer, but merely for that committer’s own gratification:

to cause shame to the victim, not in order that anything may happen to you, nor because anything has happened to you, but merely for your own gratification. Hubris is not the requital of past injuries; this is revenge. As for the pleasure in hubris, its cause is this: naive men think that by ill-treating others they make their own superiority the greater.[7][not in citation given][8][9]

Crucial to this definition are the ancient Greek concepts of honour (τιμή, timē) and shame (αἰδώς, aidōs). The concept of honour included not only the exaltation of the one receiving honour, but also the shaming of the one overcome by the act of hubris. This concept of honour is akin to a zero-sum game. Rush Rehm simplifies this definition of hubris to the contemporary concept of “insolence, contempt, and excessive violence”.[citation needed]””




The Hide that Binds : The Golden Skin

Got cluster synchronicity download regarding GOLDEN SKIN


Kept getting stuff about the SKIN removed from something, or like taking off the skin.

I gave a present of a comic book, Black Hole by Charles Burns and on the cover was a skin off of a body:

and there was a pause on it.

Well, then I Ching keeps giving me Hexagram 49 which is literally like the skin of an animal, also like skin shedding like a snake shedding its skin but also like to TAN an animal skin or HIDE, and it kept having the word hide in there haha and hide and skin

Cast off what is obsolete or wrong, or not right for the coming times. Take away a skin or other outside that hinders life. Not all skins can grow, the ones who cannot have to be renewed when the time has come.
It has to be done at the right time, when the old is on the point of breaking, and the new has the possibility to grow. Like the snake sheds his skin at the exact right moment. Sì-day is the day of the snake, the best possible day for skinning.  


I had just given a lecture on ECOLOGY, and had looked up its etymological meaning:

ecology (n.) Look up ecology at Dictionary.com1873, oecology, “branch of science dealing with the relationship of living things to their environments,” coined in German by German zoologist Ernst Haeckel (1834-1919) as Ökologie, from Greek oikos “house, dwelling place, habitation” (see villa) + -logia “study of” (see -logy). In use with reference to anti-pollution activities from 1960s.

and it was from home, (a house covers heaven’s view) also domestic dominate which is the DOME like covering yourself with a dome, or something that Covers, conceals or hides which also what heaven and hell mean.

heaven (n.) Look up heaven at Dictionary.comOld English heofon “home of God,” earlier “the visible sky, firmament,” probably from Proto-Germanic *hibin-, dissimilated from *himin- (cognates Low German heben, Old Norse himinn, Gothic himins, Old Frisian himul, Dutch hemel, German Himmel “heaven, sky”), which is of uncertain origin. Perhaps literally “a covering,” from a PIE root *kem- “to cover” (also proposed as the source of chemise)

hell (n.) Look up hell at Dictionary.comalso Hell, Old English helhelle, “nether world, abode of the dead, infernal regions, place of torment for the wicked after death,” from Proto-Germanic *haljo “the underworld” (source also of Old Frisian helle, Old Saxon hellia, Dutch hel, Old Norse hel, German Hölle, Gothic halja “hell”). Literally “concealed place” (compare Old Norse hellir “cave, cavern”), from PIE root *kel- (1) “to cover, conceal, save.”

Interestingly enough, this also is what Apocalypse means:

apocalypse (n.) Look up apocalypse at Dictionary.comlate 14c., “revelation, disclosure,” from Church Latin apocalypsis “revelation,” from Greek apokalyptein “uncover, disclose, reveal,” from apo “off, away from” (see apo-) + kalyptein “to cover, conceal,” from PIE root *kel- (1) “to cover, conceal, save.” The Christian end-of-the-world story is part of the revelation in John of Patmos’ book “Apokalypsis” (a title rendered into English as pocalipsis c. 1050, “Apocalypse” c. 1230, and “Revelations” by Wyclif c. 1380).


These words all seem to come from the root KEL:

*kel- (1) Look up *kel- (1) at Dictionary.comProto-Indo-European root meaning “to cover, conceal, save.”   It is the hypothetical source of/evidence for its existence is provided by: Sanskrit cala “hut, house, hall;” Greek kalia “hut, nest,” kalyptein “to cover,” koleonkoleos “sheath,” kelyphos “shell, husk;” Latin cella “small room, store room, hut,” celare “to hide, conceal,” clam “secret,” clepere “to steal, listen secretly to;” Old Irish cuile “cellar,” celim “hide,” Middle Irish cul “defense, shelter;” Gothic hulistr “covering,” Old English heolstor “lurking-hole, cave, covering,” Gothic huljan “to cover over,” hulundi “hole,” hilm


This for some reason made me think about “Hide” like hide from something, and the “Hide” of an animal.

hide (n.1) Look up hide at“skin of a large animal,” Old English hyd “a hide, a skin,” from Proto-Germanic *hudiz (source also of Old Norse huð, Old Frisian hed, Middle Dutch huut, Dutch huid, Old High German hut, German Haut “skin”).

From PIE root *(s)keu- “to cover, conceal” (source also of Sanskrit kostha “enclosing wall,” skunati “covers;” Armenian ciw “roof;” Latin cutis “skin,” scutum “shield,” ob-scurus “dark;” Greek kytos “a hollow, vessel,” keutho “to cover, to hide,” skynia “eyebrows;” Russian kishka “gut,” literally “sheath;” Lithuanian kiautas “husk,” kutis “stall;” Old Norse sky “cloud;” Old English sceo “cloud;” Middle High German hode “scrotum;”


Then My daughter, randomly, out of the blue announces that she understands why something is really Gross in Greek mythology due to a book she is reading from the library and she says:

Its so gross the ZEUS PEES on the Hide of the animal for Orion, at first I didn’t get it because it says micturate, but now I get it that means pee, thats so gross, why would you pee on the skin of an animal?


As some of you may remember, I talked about the HIDE of ORION and the PEE in this ritual diary blog entry:

Which I wrote almost exactly a year ago

The other star is in Orion proper, but located on the head of the HIDE or SKIN he is holding up as his trophy.

It is called :


So as I’m reading I come to find out, This skin or HIDE was an OX hide and was URINATED upon in order to produce Orion.

Hyrieus asked for a son. The three gods then took the hide of a cow or bull, urinated in it (the word Orion is related to “urine” in Greek), and buried it. Nine months later Orion emerged from the ground.”

And it looks like Orion kind of means URINE and also “origin”

The Urine could be relatted to TANNING A HIDE, which in the I ching hexagram, 49 is about tanning animal skin, which is done by soaking it in acid and then burying it in the ground, which is exactly how Zeus made Orion.  The same process as tanning the skin of an OX for example.  Its the difference between thick skin,

and thin skin.

and the way you get there is by soaking in acid.

Also this THICK SKIN idea is echoed by many scholars who state the hide of Orion he holds up was his SHIELD, or Protection from harm.


And later I was having a conversation about Adam and Eve (related to the Ecology lecture)  and how they tried to Hide or conceal themselves from God.  And part of this hiding extended to their naked bodies,  and they tried to hide the BAD THING they did from god (cheating by eating the apple)  and then they ALSO tried to HIDE their nakedness by covering it over.

But the weird thing is,

They try to hide their NAKEDNESS, not their SKIN.

why you might ask?  because they didn’t have skin yet.

God gives them skin only after they are busted by hiding :

21The LORDGod made garments of skin for Adam and his wife,and clothed them. 

When investigating this idea that Adam and Eve were only covered in skin AFTER being Naked, as part of their punishment for hiding their SHAME.

Shame and Humility came up in the Orion stuff as well:


I found out in Hebrew and with the rabbis there is a lot of argument as to what exactly this adam and eve getting skin might mean.  I looked it up and found this:

Ibn Ezra quotes yet another opinion to the effect that, back then an animal lived that bore the shape of a human which God had skinned for human benefit. But after that farfetched conjecture, there were no more. Ibn Ezra’s rationalism could take him no further. With an undertone of skepticism, he uncharacteristically avows his faith in the credibility of the text: “This is the end of our investigation. Let us simply believe that God made for Adam and his wife garments of skin. For who can recount God’s mighty acts, and who can relate God’s deeds and wonders? God’s greatness brooks no scrutiny!” (ad loc. 3:21)

A century later, by the change of a single letter, the classic work of Jewish mysticism, the Zohar, a biblical commentary also authored in Spain, managed to spring the deadend into which Ibn Ezra had stumbled. The context for this exegetical move was a discussion of the special vestments worn by Aaron when officiating in the wilderness sanctuary, the Tabernacle. Because of the holiness of the place, his garments were actually akin to those used in the supernal world, made of remnants of pure light. TheZohar interpreted the rare and opaque noun seradin bigdei serad(garments of serad– Exodus 39:1, 41) to come from the verb saradmeaning to survive or be left over, that is remnants. Given that the Tabernacle was an island of heaven on earth, the priestly garment consisted of remnants from above. The sanctity of the site determined the ethereal nature of the garb.

Similarly holy, according to the Zohar, was the Garden of Eden. We are not to imagine that prior to the “garments of skin” made by God for Adam and Eve, they were utterly naked. On the contrary, their original garb, like that of Aaron in the Tabernacle, consisted of light, in consonance with the purity of their earthly paradise. In Hebrew the words for light and skin are homonyms, both pronounced ‘or but spelled differently, light with an alef and skin with an ayin. That linguistic kinship enabled the Zohar to soar: by sinning, Adam and Eve had their garments of celestial light replaced by “garments of skin,” which merely protected but no longer illuminated. Indeed, it was not their exterior but their interior which had mutated. Beyond paradise, there was neither comfort nor security nor wisdom (Zohar, II, 229a-b). The ethereal light that made everything humanly comprehendible had dimmed.

Some three-and-a-half centuries later, another kabbalist, Isaiah Horowitz, the author of a meta-halakhic work of grand scope and power, made the Zohar‘s explosive distinction between garments of light and garments of skin the linchpin of his mystical worldview. Our garments are our cognitive limitations. Bereft of the light of Eden, we no longer see the interconnectedness of heaven and earth or spirit and matter. Even the perfection of the Torah eludes us. In Eden, for example, we would have instantaneously recognized the Oral Law (the Talmud et al.) to be an integral part of the Written Law, and never needed to extract it through painstaking study and interpretation or to preserve it in written form. The expulsion made everything so much more obscure and impenetrable. Of all human beings since, only Moses attained the spiritual and intellectual powers that were once destined to be our common endowment. (Shenei Luhot Ha-brit, Israel 1997, Pesahim 348-355).

In retrospect, then, Ibn Ezra’s profession of faith was a statement of rationalistic poverty, while the spiritual ardor of the mystics turned clay into gold.

Shabbat shalom,

Ismar Schorsch


Then Korinne Wilson’s  blog post shows up on my facebook page, also talking about  GOLDEN SKINS SIMULTANEOUSLY:

In order for humanity to evolve, we had to shed our golden skin, and take on human bodies, entering the reincarnation cycle. Taking on a human body meant taking on all karmic debts of humanity, and the Earth herself.


And finally,

it tied back into the previous post on HANDSHAKES and COVENANTS

we have with each other in relationships,

so most of this hiding, seems to be related to how we relate, and the manner in which we approach each other and God and Nature.

When we loosen these skins, our shine comes thorugh

and it is done through how we look upon each other,

and how far under the surface we can see.

I came across this entry, which I have read and posted several times before, that seems also a dictate for how Adam and Eve related to each other, How they rebelled against the agreements they had with God (not to eat the fruit) like we rebel against each other to protect ourselves when we feel threatened.  and how it is that through humility and shame two broken halves may again become whole

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Coming to Meet: Advice from the IChing

Carol Anthony

From “The Challenge of the Heart”-  Love, Sex and Intimacy in Changing Times, edited by John Wellwood (Shambhala 1985)

If we are already involved in defective relationships, these become the means by which we learn the “way of the Sage ” In correcting them we learn the true power of modesty as a shield and sword. Modesty alone arouses the Creative Power. Through modesty, that is, through doing nothing at all, we achieve everything.

“Coming to Meet” (Hexagram 44) describes a correct relationship as one in which two people come to meet each other halfway. Halfway means that both are open and receptive to each other. Coming to meet halfway also must be mutually voluntary, based on the principle of spontaneous attraction described in “The Marrying Maiden” (54) as the “essential principle of relatedness.” We must maintain reserve in our relationships until the coming to meet is mutual. Maintaining reserve is the correct action (or non action). Coming to meet halfway is possible only between people who are mutually honest and sincere in their way of life. It is the great joy of such relationships that they are full of mutual trust and sensitivity.

We understand “coming to meet” better if we compare it to a contract made between two people. If one is indolent in performing his part, or has mental reservations about what he is willing to do, the contract may fail. Although such a person may have entered the contract without any immediate objections, his attitude may contain objections which arise only at the time his obligations are to be performed. Such a person may secretly feet that contracts are not to be taken seriously, or, on seeing how difficult it is to fulfill his part, he may hedge on doing it because of some idea that all contracts are subject to fitting into his concept of what is reasonable.” In any case, it is impossible to come to meet such a person halfway, and the I Ching repeatedly advises us that it is better for us to go on our way alone and to wait until the fundamentals of unity are firmly established before we commit ourselves to other people. When we cater to another person’s ego because it is uncomfortable to go on our way alone, we choose the high road of comfort rather than the low road of modesty and loneliness. Withdrawal from the high road is the action often counseled by the I Ching.

If a person is treating us presumptuously, and if we remind him of this, he may correct his habits for a few days, but gradually revert to the same pattern of neglect. This he does from egotistical indolence-some- thing in his point of view makes him feel he has the right to be indifferent. Likewise, we must withdraw from the indolent person, “cutting our inner strings” of attachment to him, and no longer look at his wrongdoings with our inner eye. This enables the person to see what he is doing in the mirror created by the void. By dispersing any alienation we may feel, we also lend strength to his superior self. Momentarily, his ego is overcome. We need to realize that this change is short-lived, but it is an essential beginning. The change does not last because it is only founded on his response to feeling the void. It becomes a permanent change when he sees clearly that unity with others depends upon his devoting himself to correcting his mistakes. Only then can we abandon a more formal way of relating to him.

The strength of a person’s ego corresponds to the amount of attention it can attract. On the most simple level this recognition is by eye-to-eye contact; on the more basic inner level we strengthen other people’s egos by watching them with our inner eye. If we are annoyed with someone, we are watching him with our inner eye. Only when we withdraw both our eye-to-eye contact and our inner gaze do we deprive his ego of its power. An I Ching line says, “We cannot lead those whom we follow.” By following others with our inner eye we do not walk our own path but attend to theirs. This gratifies their ego. It is as if we are attached to them by hidden underground cables, which must be cut. It is as if we are acting as a lifeguard who is watching to save them from themselves. As long as they recognize that someone is going to save them, they carelessly begin to swim with the sharks. They do this not only because they feel a false sense of security, but because it guarantees that we pay attention to them. As long as we play the role of lifeguard, the others we care about will not save themselves; for their own good it is necessary to withdraw, cut our inner strings and leave matters up to them; this is also to cease doubting them.

Inner withdrawal is an action of perseverance that has its own reward, but only when it is modest perseverance, not an attempt to impress others by getting them to notice our withdrawal. In many situations the problem is resolved, not through any external action that arises spontaneously on our part, but by simply “letting it happen,” through letting go of the problem. Our “action” is to “let go”


All of these couple and relating symbols can be extended past personal relationships, and how we get along with each other up into how we get along with the Earth and the Universe and Spirit as well. (Ecology)

It can also be made to symbolize the relationship we have with our own mind and its behavior.

in fact this method of toughening the skin through Humility is the path itself through seeing not only your view, but the view of the other, whether that is your partner, nature or Spirit, this is the way taught by Kelvin DeWolfe, also in his system, “The Way of Heaven” how when we can achieve the perspective not only of the self, but also of the other we are expanded.

the simple action of the recognition of the inclusion of other perspectives is what encourages growth through relating.

I found that the HOUSE and the COVER is to protect things so that they can GROW like a seed and this is what the word HUSBAND (like Adam) also is related to:

husband (n.) Look up husband at Dictionary.comOld English husbonda “male head of a household, master of a house, householder,” probably from Old Norse husbondi “master of the house,” literally “house-dweller,” from hus “house” (see house (n.)) + bondi “householder, dweller, freeholder, peasant,” from buandi, present participle of bua “to dwell” (from PIE root *bheue- “to be, exist, grow,” and compare bond (adj.)). Beginning late 13c. it replaced Old English wer as “married man (in relation to his wife)”

Coming from the root:

*bheue- Look up *bheue- at*bheuə-, also *bheu-, Proto-Indo-European root meaning “to be, exist, grow.”  It is the hypothetical source of Sanskrit bhavah “becoming,” bhavati “becomes, happens,” bhumih “earth, world;” Greek phyein “to bring forth, make grow,” phytosphyton “a plant,” physis “growth, nature,” phylon “tribe, class, race,” phyle “tribe, clan;” Old English beon “be, exist, come to be, become, happen;” Old Church Slavonic byti “be,” Greek phu- “become,” Old Irish bi’u “I am,” Lithuanian bu’ti “to be,” Russian byt’ “to be.”

Like a Gardener that grows things in a garden, but is also just a plant itself.

Somehow through becoming DOMESTICATED and having the humility of our thin skins revealed to each other we become stronger and grow together like plants living  in a garden .


Having stated all of this, to put it past philosophy it must be practiced.  There are ancient Taoist ways of practicing techniques to achieve this that have been developed extensively.  Several of them are Taught by Kelvin Dewolfe in his Paradigm of Power system, where you can engage the practices internally in order to come into this way of being in a real and living fashion, and feel these insights for yourself.

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Protect your Candle from the Wind ; Exterior Circumstances Can Not Defeat All Things Do not be Fooled into REACTIONARY DEFENSES

“Emotions run between hope and fear leading to inconsistency in character. The result is not only a lack of success but an undermining of self esteem. Calm the turbulent waters of your emotions and hold to your inner consistency. Vacillating with a lack of commitment to success leads to failure. Liberation shows that you need to keep your mind free of fear in moving forward. Hope is not the same thing as commitment.”   –Hexagram 32.3


Hope and fear are both polarized extremes.


And uncentered

Both exhibit


And fantasy

Reality rarely follows these phantoms

But rather


Ever focused

On centering

The equilibrium

That is Nature

In order to become humans

That reflect Nature

We must accept reality

And work to change

According to its laws

Of homeostasis

We must center


(your center is a fire that is spirit it is in your heart)

And avoid polarizing extremes

That cause separation

Of mind body and spirit

In order

to remain

In balance

That is TAO

There is negative

There is positive

And there is neutral

One contains the other two

There is red

and there is blue

and there is Purple


To shift consciousness in order to alter and evolve humanity,

this will not come through legislature or political reform.

This will come from the inside of the hearts and minds of human beings.

to change the outside we must change the inside.

The more humans who go neutral and HOLD THE TAO

the less likely humanity is




become the Alchemical Hermaphrodite

the Alchemical wedding

Adam Kadmon the Androgyn



-White Witch



The Destruction of the Poison Mind in 2016


When I looked at the Astrological chart for 2016,

I had a single, immediate thought;


Now I know, that is a very aggressive word.  Might seem kinda, negative or whatever, but listen just a second.

Because Poison is in fact the PERFECT word.

I arrived at this word  due to narcissism (its own special kind of poison ).

I looked at the chart for 2016, and the first  spot I looked at was the Sagittarius area of the sky for no other reason than of course, I am Sagittarius, so that’s annoying, sure.

Because I have ridiculously, obsessively studied the specific spots in heaven at the moment of my own birth,

I was able to see two things that maybe other people wouldn’t see,


So what I saw, when I looked at the heaven charts for 2016

was poison.



one is the location of Venus at the start of 2016 at 2 degrees Sagittarius

and one is due to the location of Saturn at 11 degrees Sagittarius at the start of 2016.

I know these two positions in heaven because 2 degrees is where my sun was located at birth

and 11 degrees is the location of my north node, said to be a persons purpose or reason for incarnation in astrological circles.

These two spots respectively have close affiliations with poison and poisoning,

at two degrees Sagittarius we find ourselves at the star at the tip of a poisoned Arrow being held by the Centaur.   It’s the poison coating or substance  on the arrow about to be shot into the heart of the scorpion.

The Second spot in the chart at 11 degrees Sagittarius is the eye of the poisonous serpent or dragon.

It is a venomous eye that eminates outwards when you gaze upon it like the basilisk or evil eye.

We can start with the first point, Venus at 2 degrees and the idea of the poison arrow.

The constellation of Sagittarius itself is rather wrapped in an idea of poison venom. And in a way for the UNIVERSE to shout this into my ears,

as I’m looking at these poison stars, it was around my birthday, November 24th 2015 that my best friend gave me my birthday present not knowing my current poison thought train.  My birthday gift was this book, in a very literal reflection of the star the sun was next to in heaven at the time at 2 degrees sagittarius:


I opened it, and it landed directly upon this page which actually had the words “poison arrow” on the page:


So I kept looking into it.

The constellation of Sagittarius had poison, bow arrow and toxin all rolled up in there together:

“The Greeks called this constellation Toxeutes, the Archer, from Toxon, bow. Modern archers are known as toxophilites or ‘bow lovers’, toxophily is the sport of ` archery. The word Taxus, the yew genus and the Latin word for yew, is of the same origin as Greek toxon, bow. In Europe bows were mostly made from yew, and English bows in particular were invariably cut from yew trees. Greek toxicon, neuter of the adjective toxicos, means ‘arrow poison’ and poisons smeared on arrows were fired from bows (toxa or toxon) derived from the yew-tree. Our verb intoxicate originally meant ‘to poison’. The 17th century herbalist Nicolas Culpepper said of Yew toxins: “it is the most active vegetable poison known in the whole world, for in a small dose it instantly induces death” [1].”

toxic (adj.)

1660s, from French toxique and directly from Late Latin toxicus “poisoned,” from Latin toxicum “poison,” from Greek toxikon (pharmakon) “(poison) for use on arrows,” from toxikon, neuter of toxikos “pertaining to arrows or archery,” and thus to a bow, from toxon “bow,” probably from a Scythian word that also was borrowed into Latin as taxus “yew.” Watkins suggests a possible source in Iranian taxša- “bow,” from PIE *tekw- “to run, flee.” As a noun from 1890.

If we look at the constellations of Sagittarius and Scorpio, we see that the Sag is shooting a poison arrow at the Heart of the Scorpion (ANTARES) while the Scorpion Stings the sag on its Ankle, in some kind of like “Venom hug” or something.

Its venomous prick against venomous prick and may the best prick win.

Strange?  Well, this is kind of an old story, of pitching poison against poison.  For those of you Kung Fu fans who perhaps viewed the incredible film, Five Deadly Venoms you know that story is just such a story.  That film is based on a concept in China called GU, or like GU POISON.  GU means toxin, poison black magic gross thing.  This subject of GU is one I have researched in a large amount of depth, and it almost pains me bring up only one aspect of it, I hope at one point to be able to deliver an entire lecture on the subject of GU POISON from the Chinese Perspective,

but for now I shall say this;

at the heart of the teaching of GU POISON (  is a concept from Chinese Shamanic practices that there is like a pit or container, something sealed that you can shut, and inside this container, you throw one each of five venomous toxic creatures (perhaps metaphors for our emotions).  The specific creatures have a few variations but tend to be like a scorpion, a centipede , a toad, a spider and a snake.

Then they all fight it out.

and the toughest one wins

and turns into this like


Golden WORM

like a silk worm kind of?

Also and very important to the GU POISON story is that all of the above mentioned creatures, including the silk worm are actually forms of medicine in Chinese Herbal studies .

Very powerful Medicines in fact.

The term snake oil salesman may have originated form these medicines which ironically enough REALLY DO WORK ( ), there is nothing fake about the medicinal properties of snake venom, and nothing safe about them either, collecting snake venom (for antidotes for bites  –>which of course means you actually use the poison itself as part of the cure<–)  is a profession in the highest death risk category.

After all the venoms have been mixed up we are left with the magical golden worm,

its like


it is


This is the key of poison.

This makes it seem, like poison is good for you, or MAKES YOU STRONGER.

The fact of the matter is,

It is actually scientifically true, that poison CAN make you stronger.

If you don’t believe me, go ask antibiotic resistant bacteria.

They are pretty invincible and all because they were able to not die when confronted with a poison, antibiotics.  So in terms of becoming a super duper un-killable thing, there is a missing ingredient.


In an example of a human being trying to be like the golden worm mentioned above we need look no further than the case of Mithradates VI Eupator of Pontus in the first century bc.  If you aren’t familiar with the name, perhaps you have heard of Mithradate, the famous antidote and cure-all named in his honor.  Mithradates spent several years living alone in the forest ingesting poisons according to legend.  He did this in order that he would become immune to all poisons, this is an ancient practice predating him of course.

Really he was like giving himself venom vaccinations just by taking tons of awful things into his body. (ps DONT TRY THIS PLEASE)

According to Wikipedia, the incredible story runs as follows:

“Mithridate takes its name from its inventor, Mithradates VI, King of Pontus (134 to 63 BC) who is said to have so fortified his body against poisons with antidotes and preservatives, that when he tried to kill himself, he could not find any poison that would have an effect, and, according to some legends, had to ask a soldier to run him through with a sword…When Mithridates VI was at last defeated by Pompey and in danger of capture by Rome, he is alleged to have attempted suicide by poison; this attempt failed, however, because of his immunity to the poison.[21] According to Appian’s Roman History, he then requested his Gaulish bodyguard and friend, Bituitus, to kill him by the sword.  Mithridate, also known as mithridatium, mithridatum, or mithridaticum, is a semi-mythical remedy with as many as 65 ingredients, used as an antidote for poisoning,   It was among one of the most complex, highly sought-after drugs during the Middle Ages and Renaissance, particularly in Italy and France, where they were in continual use for centuries.[1] An updated recipe called theriac (Theriacum Andromachi) was known well into the 19th century.[2]  The recipe for the reputed antidote was found in his cabinet, written with his own hand, and was carried to Rome by Pompey. It was translated into Latin by Pompey’s freedman Lenaeus, and later improved upon by Nero’s physician Andromachus and Marcus Aurelius’s physician Galen.[3] It likely underwent considerable alterations since the time of Mithradates.[2]”

His strategy, that of placing inside of him everything we are ever told to avoid upon threat of death, worked very well to stave off death, if the story is true.

I must pause here briefly to mention, while I was researching the very above items, I went to check my facebook and immediately in the feed was this message from Keanu Reeves someone had posted;

“My friend’s mom has eaten healthy all her life. Never ever consumed alcohol or any ‘bad’ food, exercised every day, very limber, very active, took all supplements suggested by her doctor, never went in the sun without sunscreen and when she did it was for as short a period as possible – so pretty much she protected her health with the utmost that anyone could. She is now 76 and has skin cancer, bone marrow cancer and extreme osteoporosis.  My friend’s father eats bacon on top of bacon, butter on top of butter, fat on top of fat, never and I mean never exercised, was out in the sun burnt to a crisp every summer, he basically took the approach to live life to his fullest and not as others suggest. He is 81 and the doctors say his health is that of a young person.  People you cannot hide from your poison. It’s out there and it will find you so in the words of my friend’s still living mother: ‘if I would have known my life would end this way I would have lived it more to the fullest enjoying everything I was told not to!’”

Pretty good right?

But what is Poison exactly?  What does that mean?  When most people think about poison you think about ew, oh no, gross, or deadly toxic something generally that is very ver BAD and must be avoided at all cost, the cost of life itself.

The word poison itself VERY weirdly means “to give a gift”. Like to “give something to” and is related to virus, which you can literally give to people.

If we look up the etymology of the word GIFT we see that sure enough, look at that, poison:

gift (n.)

mid-13c. “that which is given” (c. 1100 in surnames), from a Scandinavian source such as Old Norse gift, gipt “gift; good luck,” from Proto-Germanic *giftiz (cognates: Old Saxon gift, Old Frisian jefte, Middle Dutch ghifte “gift,” German Mitgift “dowry”), from PIE root *ghabh- “to give or receive” (see habit). For German Gift, Dutch, Danish, Swedish gift “poison,” see poison (n.).

It is strange to have such a negative word attributed with such a positive word.

It gets extra weird  because if you go back and read that GU POISON page from wikipedia I posted it says in there that GU POISON can be GIVEN to someone else (?!) on purpose.

We find another word interrelated, DOSE.  The word dose is specific to the concept of a Dr. giving a dose of medicine, so like to give here is like to give medicine, but also somehow, to give poison. so poison and medicine are taking a similar meaning.

somehow we have these all being kind of the same:








(didonai- that which is given, dose)


present (n.2)

  1. 1200, “thing offered, what is offered or given as a gift,” from Old French present and Medieval Latin presentia, from phrases such as French en present “(to offer) in the presence of,” mettre en present “place before, give,” from Late Latin inpraesent “face to face,” from Latin in re praesenti “in the situation in question,” from praesens “being there” (see present (adj.)), on the notion of “bringing something into someone’s presence.”

From these we can surmise that a poison is passed from one thing to another for the purpose of coming into confrontation with something else (that something could be you) in a present moment.

The face to face part makes it pretty confrontational, like you have to look in its eyes.  like a boxing match.  Or like a chess match.  like the venomous creatures pitted against each other.  Gladiators.

Poison is something introduced to you, given to you from the outside, and it enters your inside and you have to wrestle with it until the two of you come to an agreement, or stasis and then either you win and kick out the poison, the poison wins and you die, you can GIVE it to someone else, or you and the poison both just hang out together.

The more agreeable your body is to outside things coming in, you could maybe take anything and be cool.   But it all depends on how FONZ you really are.

The other thing that seems worth mentioning, is that it takes time to develop this inner Fonz, and it has to get use to these poisons over years and bit by bit, one by one.

The difference between poison and cure is dose.


So, to go back to the stars, and 2016,

and how it shall be a year of poison,

lets focus on the other point for a moment,

the one where Saturn is seated

at 11 degrees Sagittarius.

The poisonous Dragon’s eye.


The names of the star sitting at 11 degrees sagittarius where Saturn starts the year are Rastaban and Alwaid.

They are in the constellation of Draco:

“The early astrologers called Draco “The Poisonous Dragon”. The traditional name, from the Arabic phrase ra’s ath-thu’ban (“head of the serpent”) is less commonly written Rastaben. It is also known as Asuia and Alwaid, the latter meaning “who is to be destroyed,” though some trace it to Arabic al’awwad (“the lute player”).  Constellation Draco is like Saturn and Mars. Draco gives an artistic and emotional but somber nature, a penetrating and analytical mind, much travel and many friends but danger of robbery and of accidental poisoning. It was said by the Ancients that when a comet was here poison was scattered over the world.”

It bears mentioning that this star, at one point was in fact the pole star.

They estimate Alwaid was the pole star around 3500 bc, and the Egyptian temples of Karnak were oriented towards it.

This dragon, you see, is in the CENTER of our sky.

in the middle of the whole circle of the procession of the zodiac.

Think about a may pole, you know the ones with all the streamers coming down from them and everyone dances in a circle.

Thats like the stars

and one star is the one in the middle that everything else is going around.

The inner ring.

In fact the point known as the exact Center of the Galaxy (the Galactic Center) is at around 26 degrees Sagittarius, not very far away, and close to another star in the constellation of Draco.


Now I stopped a minute and thought about that name, Alwaid.

it says it means


That seems to me to mean this draco snake was a loser in the poison battle, and was in fact destroyed by something else.

Some golden worm got it.

Upon further inspection I found out that the head of Draco in the sky is sometimes placed under the HEEL of the hercules constellation, like Hercules is stepping on it.

Destroying it.  He is the golden worm.

This image of stepping on the head of a serpent is of course, all over the place in the bible.

And I found this from some crazy bible guy’s bible star book:


It is here we start to get an idea of what exactly the nature of this poison is that we are talking about here.

or I did anyway, because I made the connection to the whole DECEIVER  mythology

the poison we are dealing with in 2016 is;

the mind.

all our minds.

Mind itself.

We each have to defeat the poison of our deceiver, and get into the CENTER of our minds, the labyrinths,  where the big snake is hiding and stomp right on its eyeball.

To do this we must use the poison as its own cure, use our minds to defeat our minds. The PRESENT MOMENT is the gift we are given to defeat the poison of the mind deceiver.

we have to lock ourselves in a room with all our venomous wrestlers and face ourselves.

Draco is the the voice of doubt inside your ear.

Now before this starts getting too christian for you guys, I’ll go ahead and max out on the christian/Jewish stuff right now and give you your dose of it all at once.

The other person, other than hercules shown trampling on the head of the serpent is Mary,

and a version of Mary called the “woman clothed with sun” or the “woman of the apocalypse”


In this famous scene where she trmaples the serpent, she is becoming the victor over what Eve could not defeat in the garden of eden when the voice of doubt started talking in her ear (sometimes described like a POISONOUS VENOMOUS TOAD)



To go back to Hercules,  now that we crammed all that bible stuff in, check this out what it says about him hearing crazy voices in his ear, just like Eve did;


“Another title for Hercules was Trapezius, a trapeze artist. Tightrope walkers perform a balancing act, they need to know how to keep their centre of gravity constant so they don’t overbalance and topple off the tightrope. Balance is an inner ear function. The second element in the name Herakles -kles, -kleos, is related to the word listen, and to Latin cluere, ‘to listen’. His name might be analyzed as ‘listening in the air’, suggesting an early amphibious creature that emerged from the ocean and developed an ear function that gave the ability to listen in the then hostile air [hostile Hera] when the air was ‘thin’ due to low oxygen levels. The myth describes how Hercules, in a state of madness induced by Hera, heard voices in his ears telling him to kill his family. Listening is a function of the inner ear, the inner ear is also referred to as the Labyrinth. The ancient name for epilepsy was Hercules morbus ‘the disease of Hercules’, it was also called the falling sickness, the sufferer loses balance and suddenly falls to the ground.” – 

Now here, I just really had to stop for a second. I know so much stopping, but DUDES

the other thing that happened was I watched the movie room 237 about the shining and how it talks about the LABYRINTH symbolism in the movie The Shining by Stanley Kubrick in which of course a man goes crazy hears voices and tries to murder his family, just like hercules mentioned above.   There is also an oxygen connection in that the hotel is at high altitude or low oxygen which somehow makes people go crazy and kill themselves).  So what happened is, Hercules is influenced by his environment, what is outside of him (the thin air?) is influencing his thoughts and actions.  Giving him “ideas”.   That movie articulated this idea I am talking about right now so well (towards the end), it is highly worth watching.  Something in both of these examples, Hercules & The Shining, is influencing the mind to do destructive things that aren’t necessary.  This is a venom.  This is a poison.

This is deceiver. An illusion. Mind poison.

The eye of Draco is the center of the poisonous source of destruction we all hold within us and the capacity to fight to the death to protect ourselves (our lizard or reptile mind which is Draco).

So listen,

dont freak out about poison, its the thing at the center of everything.

We are surrounded by poisons.

They seep into us with every breath.  Get used to it.


We must work with time (Saturn) to build our resistance and immunity to them.  We must not react to them.  We must get Fonz.

Try to build immunities to your own negative reactions and ideas (which might not even be yours as in the case of Hercules someone or thing might be GIVING them to you), these are filling your body with all kinds of toxic venoms.  Quit giving your poisons to everyone else, keep them in your own container until the best one wins.

2016 is a year when we have to carefully observe all the voices and commands we are hearing in our ears and focus very keenly on taking their venom in small doses that we may become immune to the toxic productions of our thoughts regarding data and information that our senses deliver to us. Recognize that serpent eye looking at everything, judging everything and disregard ALL of its OPINIONS.

I am hoping that SATURN seated here upon the dragon eye as we begin 2016 is an indicator that many of us will be able to SEE this toxic outpouring of poison at the source of it.  I am hoping that Venus located at the poison arrow tip will administer whatever medicine we need, as humanity, to be able to think when the times get tough of something other than the worst case scenario, and that we need to just kill everything in order to live.  Confusion could just get so rampant, we won’t be able to miss it for what it is.

May we each become a golden worm this year.

You might want to go eat a whole bunch of poison after reading this to get real strong, but

here is my advice;

What is the best hair of the dog to take in 2016 for the cure to the poisoned mind?

A taste of your own medicine.

 -White Witch

Killing all the evil men isn’t gonna work (or in the case of the Nazi’s giving them social security)

Plans for control of the evil forces that have been loosed in the world, attempts to compensate the evil- doing by good works or sympathy for the victims, efforts to safeguard the peace or to effect ideal solutions of all the material problems involved, can do little to change the nature of the situation. The real problem, namely, the question of what can be done for civilization in face of the nonhuman forces arising from the collective unconscious in thousands or rather millions of individual persons, will remain untouched. However, if only one human being has met and solved the problem in himself, he will be a living demonstration of a solution. Such an individual carries with him the germ of a renaissance of the spiritual values of mankind.
M.E. Harding — Psychic Energy



The Hydra can invade the COPS and would be good guys, brothers, sisters, it is creeping into the Earth herself

like in the matrix where anyone can be an agent, the hydra gets in all.

(seal your vessel)

WE can force and direct hatred at the cops for their heinous acts, we can force disbelief and indignation at IS groups, all the while building a justification for their eradication and punishment.  Have not nations, tribes, and clans done the same for thousands of years? REQUIRE and DEMAND Justice, defend yourself as necessary, but do not for a moment identify the individuals as the enemy and miss the snake crawling underfoot.  HOW CAN AN INDIVIDUAL BE REMOVED FROM THE REST OF HISTORY?  How many times do we do the same play? WE ARE A HEAVING MASS AS A JELLYFISH, being one with everything is acceptance of this jellyfish and not separating your self , in Justice laden offense, from fellow humans.  To not do so is the same as blaming your PANCREAS for giving you cancer!!!

So the hydra grows.

do you not think, the police officer had done the same, built massive justification as to WHY it was that he felt righteous in his action?  Do not do the same to him!!  It is a virus, The ouroboros spins on such a base.  Don’t take the bait.  There is no such thing as enemies.


Leave the Melodrama of archetypes tugging your strings and become yourself


-White Witch


Happy 4th of July Apocalypse Scarab Locust Scorpion Destroyer Synchronicity day


SO a HUGE Bright Green Scarab beetle flew, very noisily I might add, onto my window RIGHT next to where I was sitting on my couch.

I got a picture of him:




One of my friends, Sammy Sayed,  noticed that the shadow looked like a SCORPION.

Another friend sent along this link when he saw the picture:

About the relationship of the zodiac sign Cancer, where the sun is presently, (conjuncting my natal Saturn) and the scarab beetle in ancient Egypt.

THEN, my spiritual teacher Dr. Kelvin Dewolfe sends me a link to a youtube video of someone describing their dream in which they had a vision of the end of days,  He sees a big aztec man wearing an eagle mask approach him with a human woman, he says, “do you worship the same god”? the eagle mask dude says “God? who is God?” and the dreaming dude says, ” you know, like… God?, Jesus Christ?” and the eagle dude says, we don’t know any god, we worship the 5 fellows of the wishing well.

then he sees everything is getting destroyed,

and in the dream there are “alien type of creatures with scorpion tails, they are eating everyone”

this sounds familiar to me, like a MANTICORE, so I look up MANTICORE

and see:

“in this section we are going to focus on the locusts from the pit, which seem to resemble the Manticore. According to Revelation, the locusts from the pit are described as follows: “And the shapes of the locusts were like unto horses prepared unto battle; and on their heads were as it were crowns like gold, and their faces were as the faces of men. And they had hair as the hair of women, and their teeth were as the teeth of lions. And they had breastplates, as it were breastplates of iron; and the sound of their wings was as the sound of chariots of many horses running to battle. And they had tails like unto scorpions, and there were stings in their tails: and their power was to hurt men five months.” – Revelation 9:7-10 The picture of the Manticore is a very close match to the description in Revelation 9, with the exception of the missing crown. It was called the Manticore (man eater) because it only attacked humans, just like the locusts in Revelation 9. This same creature also appears in the legends of India and Greece, but why? Now that we have a brief understanding of the history of hybrids, in the next chapter we will look at how they tie into modern times.” –


And then I look up “Locust” and see, its back to Beetle and the crab/lobster:

locust (n.1) Look up locust at“grasshopper,” early 14c., borrowed earlier in Old French form languste (c.1200), from Latin locusta “locust, lobster” (see lobster).

In the Hebrew Bible there are nine different names for the insect or for particular species or varieties; in the English Bible they are rendered sometimes ‘locust,’ sometimes ‘beetle,’ ‘grasshopper,’ ‘caterpillar,’ ‘palmerworm,’ etc. The precise application of several names is unknown. [OED]

So then Kelvin sends me a link about ABIOGENESIS

SO then I check my facebook and my Friend Adam Parfrey posts this link:

With this tagline:

“We no longer have reptilian overlords; they have been overcome by insectoid overlords.”

SO then I look up ABBADDON and Revelations 9:11 find:

We can learn a lesson from Lucifer. Beware of the sins of others. We cannot look at another mans sin without being corrupted by that sin. We desire what we look upon. God provided the necessary wings to cover the north place, and it would not have been necessary for Lucifer to look upon Abaddon’s sin, yet he did. Like wise, Gods Word teaches us that love covereth a multitude of sins. When the heart is filled with Gods love, it is easy to spread out the spiritual wings of love and cover the sins of others. The fact that we cover another persons sin does not mean that we condone sin. We cover sin in order to protect ourselves from being corrupted. We become what we look upon. This is why Lucifer fell as he did.
God over-rules the destructiveness of sin, and continues His rule and reign where sin has sought to take over. Abaddon and his angels sinned in the prehistoric heaven, making the north place empty and desolate. Nevertheless, God covered the stones of emptiness, established His Throne there, and continued His rule and reign. Likewise, when Abaddon and his followers passed their sin of perversion to prehistoric man and animal, causing the prehistoric earth to come under the waters of Gods judgment, which brought darkness, formlessness, and emptiness, God again asserted His ruling power through His Spirit and His Word. God brought forth a new order of light and life out of the emptiness and death of the old order. Thus, the present age began. Then, once again, an angel sinned in heaven. Lucifer, rejecting his appointed place on the south, determining to ascend up into the north where Gods Throne rested, led another angelic revolt. Lucifer and his angels were cast out into the earth and into hell. Although hell was to be the headquarters for Lucifer and his angels, he is not confined there. He still has access to the heavens and the earth to carry on his warfare.

SO then I go out to a Chinese restaurant and this is my fortune:


So then my friend THE BLACK MARE sends me an email with this quote in it:
“All dunces, all punished, let’s all spit on one another and-hurry! To the little-ease! Each tries to spit first, that’s all. I’ll  tell you a big secret, mon cher. Don’t wait for the Last Judgement. It takes place every day. ” -Albert Camus, The Fall


 So just mind your business, and enjoy your 4th of july. No one is Guilty.


The Pope-acolypse



Well, the case of the Red Dragon had another link up, in my white witch detective work,


Today I saw that someone posted a link on Facebook regarding a note that has come forward out of one of the conclave sessions in the Vatican in 1903.

According to the headline, the article presents evidence that one of the Cardinals in this conclave was possibly a freemason and a member of the OTO.  This would have been just before Aleister Crowley joined the OTO, and the time was under rule of Theodor Reuss.


BUT here is where it gets interesting.

So the pope at the TIME of this Cardinal was Pope Pious the X who this Cardinal, Cardinal Mariano Rampolla del Tindaro, was actively opposing.

So, I look up Pope Pius the X .

And here is what I find, Pope Pius the X was canonized as a saint, and had two particular ecstatic visions that were witnessed and recorded:

In 1909, during an audience for the general chapter of the Franciscan Order, Pope Pius X suddenly fell into a trance. The audience waited in reverent silence. When he awoke, the Pope cried out:

“What I see is terrifying! Will it be myself? Will it be my successor? What is certain is that the Pope will quit Rome, and in leaving the Vatican he will have to walk over the dead bodies of his priests.

“Do not tell anyone this while I am alive.”

Just prior to his death (August 20, 1914), Pope Pius X had another vision:

“I have seen one of my successors, of the same name, who was fleeing over the bodies of his brethren. He will take refuge in some hiding place; but after a brief respite he will die a cruel death.

“Respect for God has disappeared from human hearts. They wish to efface even God’s memory. This perversity is nothing less than the beginning of the last days of the world.”



Ok, so first of all, you will notice that the vision occurred in front of a FRANCISCAN ORDER, which of course is St. Francis showing up again in the mix.

The SECOND important thing to recognize, is this prophecy, of the pope who will end the church, will share his same name.

The given name of pope pious X is Giuseppe, which is Italian for Joseph.

JOSEPH is in fact the same name of Pope Benedict.  Joseph Ratzinger.

And of COURSE, Joseph Ratzinger quit rome.

For those of you who were paying attention, freakishly, when Pope Benedict quit Rome LIGHTNING struck St. Peter’s cathedral.

This lightning struck WITHIN HOURS of the pope announcing he was quitting.

It seems with this link the apocalypse and the Red Dragon could possibly be focused on the Roman Catholic Church itself, if their own prophecy, from within their own order, is true.


This same prophecy comes from the prophect Malachy