Your life is a Play. The Control Dramas of the Archetypes are Eating you alive

If you begin to raise your awareness up,

(out of your own ass)

either through conscious technique engagement

or through forced crisis,

You begin to become aware

of other people’s behavior

especially towards you.

In fact mostly towards you, no offense.

You will see what people do,

and become very confused by their actions,

you will think “why did they do that?”

and you will become very depressed, angry or sad or generally emotional as your mind searches for a rational explanation.

You will hate the person and judge the person and BLOCK them from your life.

You will label them “Negative” and “Toxic” or even a “Narcissist”

But what you won’t understand is

everyone is inhabited by Characters that are running the show.

You too, boo hoo.

The reason a person acts a certain way towards you has mostly to do

with their character (also Archetype, Orisha, and Daimon) and behavior habits they have formed.  Like a statue or Idol Hewn from Stone

These are called “Control Dramas”

and once you put your mind on them,

you realize truly that all the world’s a stage.

You can see these played out from individual experiences (you put the control drama on yourself, attacking who you are) to families, to nations to global tendencies.

These are the types of Control dramas in a nutshell:

These above originally come from the Celestine Prophecy book.

They are a shortened version of the Archetypes. Also known as Archons

These are all SECURITY seeking devices that try to get energy because they don’t feel safe. There is a lot of info on them, just google “control dramas

There are many reasons this can happen, they are primal and emotional, irrational and instinctive.  They simply exist in us due to our Beastial nature and life on the planet earth. It’s not good or bad. Like when a Lion eats something.  We are no better or worse than each other for any of it.

I go into this in detail in my upcoming book “A Witch’s Bestiary

The difficult part, especially for anyone who has ever fallen victim to something terrible, completely innocently and indeed, RIGHTEOUSLY, trying to Change the person, or inflict punishment on them,  who did what you felt was wrong is not the correct course of action to take. ACCOUNTABILITY and AMENDS EDUCATION and REPARATIONS are what is in order. That is a true kind of justice, that can take care of problems without feeding the action and manipulation gods that created it to being with. LOCKING us in a prison that is a circle of monkey see monkey do.  In a way, when you inflict wounds on those that wound you, you have caught their virus and are letting it kill you too.  Restorative, not aggressive or violent vengeful justice especially not inflicted through the Police.

Please understand, this does not mean do nothing, and let everyone go, that is not what this is advocating.  and if someone tries to physically hurt you, please stop them. Do what you have to do.  Just don’t do it out of a sense that they deserve it, or even that they are “responsible” since they are only some weird clay pot that a god has taken over in that moment, you need to be like “damn dude, you are totally bacchus right now”. instead of hating on the person PERFORMING the character, the actor the ACTION.  You can’t hold an individual responsible for “VIOLENCE” any more than you can hold them responsible for peeing.  They are responsible for their BEHAVIOR and this is different.

They can pee into a toilet instead of on your leg. And that happens through learning potty training.  We all pretty much need to learn to potty train our emotions in order for the next stage of human evolution to occur and give us a broader degree of freedom and liberty for all humans.

We need ways to make people accountable and responsible for their character plays in much bigger ways now because punishment and puny laws are not doing the trick.

this must occur on a wide scale conscious level. Deep inside each individual.

When you begin to do spiritual practices like Nei Gong , my awareness was raised thought the agency of Kelvin Dewolfe, you start to see very clearly through them, as your conscious mind raises up in awareness.  Or sometimes you just grew up new someone who was nearly completely taken over by their behavior so you saw it very strikingly.

 

These can be seen throughout the behavior of nations against each other as well, and echo into all walks of life.

In my Tarot deck that I made,

White Witch Tarot

I made up a new kind of spread that uses a control drama in order to gain insight on the situation. With the cards representing the Protagonist, the Antagonist and the Resolution, it starts to place our awareness into these categorical archetypal displays of a Character, much like in a dramatic play.

If we can see how shakespearean the world really is,

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we can use this to help raise our awareness of it and prevent ourselves from getting sucked into playtime, playground Drama traps.

Elevate yourself into an understanding of these responses and don’t get angry when other people display them.  Be committed to sitting through it. WE are here forever with each other, might as well face these shenanigans now and quite just running away from everyone who has a character you don’t like gets in your face.  Help them and yourself through it by recognizing it and looking at what is laying underneath it.

Projection of influence

Imagine if every individual became completely responsible for their own energy, and could see when anyone exhibited this behavior, that they just had to reconnect to their energy source.  Like a baby whose umbilical cord has become twisted, many loose touch with their own innate ability to create energy, like the sun, and become vampires on each other due to a fear that they will die if they don’t get it from someone.

When you engage in an action of Manipulation, (and we all do, such is Human Nature, if that isn’t clear yet, it ain’t about you)

such as any of the above,

you may feel like you are in charge and even powerful.

In fact you just invited an Archon into you that is controlling you.

They have been around a long time. And you will not defeat them.

you must starve them, so they don’t eat you.

All Manipulators are only being MANIPULATED by the appetites (NEEDS) of the Archetypal force that is driving their choices when they are taken over by an Habitual behavior.

We all fall under the control of a slavish master when we engage in any DRAMA.

Look at any current political situation, for example and within it you will find these Characters driving the car.

As horrifying as it is, to think that we are all being possessed when we engage with a deep Emotional PRIMAL response behavior, its best to just rip the whole thing open so that we can see it and accept it already.

You don’t need to be shocked when someone does something, you need to see what is happening.

Who would Humans be, if they did not ever manipulate each other?  Can you even imagine?  If everyone made choices, not from a place of survival, but from a place of security?  Regardless of their outer circumstances?

Help everyone rise up through this, because even if you know about it, that isn’t enough, because you will come under the control drama of someone somewhere, sooner or later, wether directly or indirectly through your country you are living it that is run by one of the Archetypes.  Or many of them at the same time.

When we Practice divination techniques, such as the Tarot, Astrology, Runes or the I Ching we learn all about these characters and how everyone is rolling through the Pantheon as if there were a big gang bang going on deep inside of them of all these others occupying their Heart Space.  Choosing what actions to take.

Ironically the real meaning behind the story of Pinnochio addressed this, as it was written by a Freemason and goes over these truths in poetic detail.

Once we traverse through the Procession of characters, if we see them clearly enough, we can start to become ourselves.

Our real selves.

Our Golden selves.

This is what is called a Sovereign and Liberty, and it is the true destiny of humanity to reach a point where all are free from the bondage of the the archetypes, who are our ancestors and literally reside within our flesh and blood.

They form the Ring in heaven which the self that is our Sun keeps circling endlessly through.

Let’s all see through Humanity and raise it up on a spiral instead of the same old circle of Samsara we keep revolving in.

Time for a new story, that has never been told before.

Do something today that is not something you have ever done before, and maybe a different choice than has ever been made.

 

Do not let the grief of loss

Caused by the

Destruction of your

Self righteous Rage

be what awakens you

to the truth of Love

Punishment is taken through the wound

of endless circles.

 

This deeper understanding of human conflict is immensely important. When we gain insight into human conflict, we understand and resolve more than our day-to-day personal disagreements. We grasp the long-term secret of how to end conflicts of all kinds. Even those between larger groups of people.

The issue of Control Dramas goes all the way back to the root of existential struggles in humanity”

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Eclipse Fairy Ring Throat Projection Reflection Conjunction Sickle

 

SO I was outside walking around soaking up the eclipse and I decided to take some pics with it,

and I took a picture and noticed there was something at my throat, and when I zoomed in it was a perfect reflection of the eclipse as a bounce back from my phone!!!

 

And then I looked down at where I had stoped and I was in a PERFECT MUSHROOM FAIRY RING!!

 

 

Zoom in on my Throat!!!

 

Eclipse Magic! 🙂

Thank you Nature!!!

plus then I was like omg its like my drawing with a sickle on my neck!!

xo

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Panpsychism & the Magical Alchemical Conscious Universe by Maja D’Aoust

Hi guys!

 

Here is lecture I gave years ago on Panpsychism and the Pagan philosophy that the Universe is alive and aware.

 

On July 30th I will be delivering a free lecture at the frog spot with my non-profit I co-manage with Dr. Kelvin Dewolfe www.thewellwishers.com for the community looking into this and other philosophies of Ecology so that we can examine our important relationship with all the life around us.

 

 

more lectures & art available at

https://www.etsy.com/shop/WhiteWitchofLA

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Protect your Candle from the Wind ; Exterior Circumstances Can Not Defeat All Things Do not be Fooled into REACTIONARY DEFENSES

“Emotions run between hope and fear leading to inconsistency in character. The result is not only a lack of success but an undermining of self esteem. Calm the turbulent waters of your emotions and hold to your inner consistency. Vacillating with a lack of commitment to success leads to failure. Liberation shows that you need to keep your mind free of fear in moving forward. Hope is not the same thing as commitment.”   –Hexagram 32.3

 

Hope and fear are both polarized extremes.

Unbalanced

And uncentered

Both exhibit

Expectation

And fantasy

Reality rarely follows these phantoms

But rather

Remains

Ever focused

On centering

The equilibrium

That is Nature

In order to become humans

That reflect Nature

We must accept reality

And work to change

According to its laws

Of homeostasis

We must center

Ourselves

(your center is a fire that is spirit it is in your heart)

And avoid polarizing extremes

That cause separation

Of mind body and spirit

In order

to remain

In balance

That is TAO

There is negative

There is positive

And there is neutral

One contains the other two

There is red

and there is blue

and there is Purple

 

To shift consciousness in order to alter and evolve humanity,

this will not come through legislature or political reform.

This will come from the inside of the hearts and minds of human beings.

to change the outside we must change the inside.

The more humans who go neutral and HOLD THE TAO

the less likely humanity is

TO FALL INTO EXTREMES

 

GO TAO NOW

become the Alchemical Hermaphrodite

the Alchemical wedding

Adam Kadmon the Androgyn

we MUST HOLD THE TAO SPACE

 

-White Witch

 

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We are gonna Time Travel backwards on Pegasus straight into the Swan Vagina; The March 2015 Equinox Eclipse

 

The cray cray eclipse going down on March 20th 2015 is all happening in the base of the four square group of stars that is Pegasus.

Now, this of course is according to the Western astrological system, and a quick perusal of the astrology for this EPIC eclipse and supermoon on the Spring Equinox will reveal an awful lot of pegasus talk, and God knows I like to talk about Pegasus.

So let’s talk about Pegasus, but from a  slightly different perspective.  Several of them actually.

If we use the Sidereal system of astrology, which takes into account the procession of the equinoxes, namely that we are TRAVELING through space, and are not standing still, we are not actually having the Equinox happen in Pegasus, but in the Swan (specifically at the star ARION).

Again, we are traveling through space, not standing still, nothing stands still ever. Everything is always much like that moment in “Horton Hears a Who” where all the who’s in who-ville are shouting at the top of their lungs.  That is like the universe, all the time.

A ginormous symphony of shouting in circles.

Say we understand not that western astrology is correct or that sidereal astrology is correct, but rather that they are both correct (and also not correct at all in places outside of space and time, whatever those may be).

There was a big stir a couple years back when an article about the serpent bearer, appropriately enough, got everyone in a tizzy because they all just found out about Sidereal astrology, so it caused everything to come into question.

Which brings us to an important point, the accuracy of all astrology.  If Sidereal is technically reflective of WHERE the planets are currently in relation to the zodiac, why does Western astrology work?  Because in terms of accuracy, the planets are sidereal, and so is the sun.  I can’t answer that but can say in my experience it lines up with events which I know through experience with my clients but only through feedback.  I have a theory that the “accuracy” isn’t actually why astrology works, I think it “works” by providing a system with which to begin a dialogue with the archetypes, and connection to heaven through stories.  By encouraging our eyeballs to stare at starlight, to drink and eat the light of the stars with wonder and self connection of our egos to things greater than ourselves transpersonally, it creates well being.  I think that making your mind think about outer space is why astrology works, by expanding our consciousness.

So sidereally, the Equinox will occur not at 29 degrees Pisces, but rather at between 5 and 6 degrees pisces.

This is conjunct the tail feathers in the constellation of the Swan.  We fly from one winged beast to another as we leap through time and space across heaven.

This is because of where we are in time and space, location wise in this “moment of now” whatever that may be.

If we go by pegasus, that was about 2,000 years ago

If we go by the tail feathers of the swan we are in the here and now.

If we time travel into the future 4,000 years, for the march equinox of 6015, for example, the Equinox will occur at 9 degrees Capricorn.

Huh?

What the heck means anything at all then? Why bother all this stupid tracking and corresponding if everything keeps changing? Is nothing reliable or dependable? (remember always shaking and shouting not solid)

 

Before we can get into that, I have a useful Koan for you-

What is the difference between midnight and noon?

Now answer the question again,

only

what is the difference between midnight and noon when we set our clocks backwards for daylight savings?

Is your answer still the same ?

or did it change due to your perspective?

Now back to the equinox;

since the procession of the equinoxes goes “backwards” through the zodiac, heading from pisces to end in Aries we are shifting through time and space in that “direction”  from our perspective though.  Would you know where you are if you just started walking in one direction and never stopped?

What if you walked in more than one direction and never stopped, where would you be now?

So wait, what is the equinox?

The equinox is the point in outer space (from the earth’s perspective) where the sun crosses the celestial ecliptic (earth is on a tilt so it has two planes, so its literally the point where those two planes meet in our journey around the sun, it happens twice a year at opposite ends of the sky.

 

 

From one point in time, we WOULD be in the pegasus, from another we WOULD be in the swan tail, from another we WOULD be in capricorn.

so all of the above are true, at some point somewhere.

But isn’t all that matters NOW????

In so much material, and what Eckhart Tolle made famous is we must be in this moment right now.

so most folks

in our brains think that means just right now, this second as we are experiencing it linearly at some POINT in our lives isolated to a singular spot in our fleshy existence, we don’t even see now as all moments we shall exist from zygote to ashes (much less how many times we will go from zygote to ashes.)

so we see the now as a fragment, instead a complete whole.

My Spiritual teacher, Dr. Kelvin DeWolfe always says now isn’t even now.  In fact,  because of perception delay, the now we experience through our sensory perceptions is already the past, much like the starlight we see is already dead.

We are in effect chasing our tails, this now that we “know”

it would be like if we were in a hotel room in a giant skyscraper hotel, and we thought that out little brains, inside that hotel room were somehow experiencing everything in the entire hotel (but we don;t even know there is more to the hotel)

So weird right?

But what if you could, from your hotel room, also be in the whole hotel?

Well there is a little idea, as defined through the Algonquin and Micmac philosophies in this work that Dr. Dewolfe recommended:

No Word For Time, by Evan Pritchard,

what if now is actually NOT right now but ALL-WAYS (all directions) FOREVER

CAN YOUR MIND HOLD ETERNITY THAT IN THE MOMENT YOU THINK IS NOW???

Can you be in your hotel room AND THE HOTEL (and in Polaris) all at the same time which is now?

Are you sitting reading this?

can you be reading it right now on your couch and also dead in your grave and also in your mothers womb and also the planet earth and also in the stars of Pegasus and the Swan??

Where and when is now for you?

Because I promise you, your when and where that is now, IS NOT BIG ENOUGH.

Don’t take it personally, just get over it.

When you look at the etymology of the word “now” it is revealed that it means “New” or UNKNOWN, something you have never had any experience of before:

new (adj.) Look up new at Dictionary.comOld English neoweniowe, earlier niwe “new, fresh, recent, novel, unheard-of, different from the old; untried, inexperienced,” from Proto-Germanic *newjaz (cognates: Old Saxon niuwi, Old Frisian nie, Middle Dutch nieuwe, Dutch nieuw, Old High German niuwl, German neu, Danish and Swedish ny, Gothic niujis “new”), from PIE *newo- “new” (cognates: Sanskrit navah, Persian nau, Hittite newash, Greek neos, Lithuanian naujas, Old Church Slavonic novu, Russian novyi, Latin novus, Old Irish nue, Welsh newydd “new”).

That means NOTHING that has ever happened to you really “matters” and everything grows into things that are not like before.

Except that we keep dancing around in circles in the zodiac, right? over and over in circles, hmmm, doesn’t seem very new at all, seems like the same old story.

SO this Equinox, at the time of the eclipse, on the butt of the swan or the shoulder of pegasus, or wherever in the processional parade of the stars you choose to be (BUT WHY NOT ALL OF THEM AND BEYOND) on THIS DAY of the equinox,  try to really, and truly, equally be everywhere, showing no particular presence or attachment or special designation to any single one of them, and maybe we can stop walking around in this parade that is the zootrope of samsara and get on to the next Celestial quantum leap through eternity.

Ironically and BEAUTIFULLY, the Star in Pegasus which IT WAS conjunct is called ” He who returns to where he came from”

and the Star in the Swan is know as the “SWAN’S SONG”, namely the beautiful crow the swan makes thanking God for its life as it dies.

BOTH of these stars seem to indicate the beginnings and endings of things are absolutely the same.

As we cross in time and space into ARIES, the BEGINNING, and the beginning of Spring and come out of PISCES the end and the death of all,

let us go alpha and omega,

LETS GO RAINBOW, as the scientists have just discovered, there is no beginning or end, only rainbows and intersecting arcs.

 

let us release the idea of Beginning and Endings for all time

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BECAUSE IT IS IN THIS PLACE THE SERPENT EATS ITS TAIL AND THE ORUBORUS BECOMES ONE

“The one thing people might be surprised about—Roger said that he didn’t know if he could believe in God. He had his doubts. But toward the end, something really interesting happened. That week before Roger passed away, I would see him and he would talk about having visited this other place. I thought he was hallucinating. I thought they were giving him too much medication. But the day before he passed away, he wrote me a note: “This is all an elaborate hoax.” I asked him, “What’s a hoax?” And he was talking about this world, this place. He said it was all an illusion. I thought he was just confused. But he was not confused. He wasn’t visiting heaven, not the way we think of heaven. He described it as a vastness that you can’t even imagine. It was a place where the past, present, and future were happening all at once.”

 

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The Secret of The Chariot

The Secret of the Chariot

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I am the beast before me

Sentenced to forever follow behind the Sun above me

That I am.

Placed as a protector, a carrier,

A steed made of mirror

Reflecting its light, which is given and taken away

In intermediate intervals ~

That seem so cruel and cold.

“I never move at all”, says the sun

In answer to my complaints

“It is you who hide me from yourself”

Turning to and fro

until you are ill

Protect and guard the conduct of your will

And I shall take you in my wings

To ascend when fleshy tasks are done.

But to deny me,

Oh my lover,

Oh my love,

To defy me,

And to follow instead

The murderous voice that pounds, writhing in your dying, mud made form

If you allow this serpent,

primitive and sewn together from fear,

to slander me with your symptoms of suffering

If you permit your gross desires

To take my place

In your heart

For but a moment, of a sliver of a fraction of

Infinity

Well then my love,

My lover,

I shall wait for you.

I shall not punish you.

But rather,

Shall never cease my own beingness,

Which can be swayed by none

there are no tides upon me

that can be turned by gravity

So I continue

Regardless of your choices.

And shall welcome you in my open arms,

As soon as

You choose me.

Your spirit

Oh your soul,

I follow you as an albatross does a ship at sea.

Hoping for the North wind to turn

You back to me.

saturno

-White Witch

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True Tree Mystery

I am going to relate this exactly as it occured, without explaination or apology.

I was going for a walk,

as I often do,

And was parambulating down a lovely tree lined street on a summery Los Angeles February day,

and my thoughts and eyes were drifting too and fro, winding along with my feet,

when suddenly,

a particular tree caught my eye.  As soon as I saw it, “Beautiful” was the thought that came into my mind.  As I looked at it, it was as if I fell into a deep love with this tree as my gaze descended upon its limbs.  It was an intense tree.  The bark was smooth and silvery, riddled with knot holes that looked like eyes.

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It had no leaves, each of its bony fingers naked in the sun.

I felt absolutely compelled to go up to this tree, and to touch it.

It was as if there was no way I was not going to touch this tree, hahaha.

So, of course, I walked up and touched the tree.

I closed my eyes and placed my hand upon it and just kind of spaced out feeling the tree,

when it happened.

I heard it talk to me.

“Help”

it said, very clearly, very plainly, very…DISTINGUISHABLY.

My eyes shot open and I looked at the tree.  When I actually LOOKED at the tree, right in front of my face, like directly in front of my face, exactly lined up with my eyes,

was a deep knot in the tree, and it was FILLED with trash.

All kinds of garbage had been shoved deep into it, by some stroller eating horrible poisonous food and then depositing their disgusting waste into a living being.

If you can imagine, it would be as if you were standing on a street corner and someone came by and shoved their Mcdonald’s garbage into your mouth.

Your mouth if you are lucky.

I INSTANTLY knew what the tree needed, and that indeed, its call for help was no hallucination, but very real.  I set about clearing the garbage out of the tree.

It was filthy, and as I pulled out that last wrapper shoved deep within it a cacophony of insects emerged in a spiraling swirl of haste.

I could feel the tree heave a sigh of relief as the insects scattered out of the wound,

and I was filled with a feeling that can best be described as being very much like “Sen” in “Spirited Away” when she uncorked the river dragon’s spirit in the bathtub.

I looked at the tree, brushed it off, and gave it a high five and went along my way.

Why would I have looked at THIS tree, so specifically?  There was a whole lined street FULL of trees, and only ONE that was full of garbage, and only ONE that I looked at.  Statistically, the odds of my arriving in that space to provide that service for the tree at that moment are impressive.

I felt, very certainly, that the tree had pulled my eyes upon it, and drew me over to it in order that I may help remove the thorn from its paw.

Arbol del bien y del mal

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